Vol 2 Chapter 5709: .Gongsunlin (9)

Chapter 5709
"As a cultivator, an alchemist, even if you don’t eat, drink, or practice, it’s hard to die. Besides, I want to help Gongsun Lei to make alchemy. Every time I make alchemy, I’m cultivating. The more I want to die, the more I will die. Falling, I feel very uncomfortable too!"
"However, I feel uncomfortable for a long time, and I become numb! As for the more mute women around me, I can often notice that the other person is a little excited, nostalgic, and guilty when looking at me while I am doing alchemy. How interested!"
"Occasionally the mute woman looks at me with distressed eyes. I noticed it, but it feels ridiculous. A dumb woman who has never known each other and has nothing to do with me will feel distressed when she looks at me. Yue Xi, who I have been calling my mother. , Why don't you feel sorry for me? After all, I paid the wrong way..."
"As the dumb woman and I were imprisoned for a long time, the dumb woman finally realized that I was helping Gongsun Lei to make alchemy. She knew how difficult it was for me to live, and she also saw that my life was unlovable and lifeless. Read..."
"Furthermore, the mute woman seems very anxious and worried that I will die, but she can't speak, and I don't pay attention to her. She can only be in a hurry but can't help! Maybe it's because I have been imprisoned with the mute for too long. !"
"Perhaps looking at a stranger and worrying about myself so much made me feel moved. More than a hundred years after the mute woman was taken into the basement, I looked at the mute woman in front of me, every time I touched my eyes, With such anxious eyes, distressed and worried hands kept gesticulating, talking about unintelligible syllables!"
"The first time I spoke to a mute woman, I asked her if she had something to say? Nod if she has something, and shake her head if she doesn't!"
"The mute woman nodded vigorously after hearing this. I asked her if she was worried about me? The mute woman nodded, and I asked if she was from the Gongsun family. The mute woman thought about it and shook her head!"
"I asked the dumb woman if she knew me? The dumb woman also nodded, and asked if she was imprisoned by Yue Xi and Gongsun Lei. The dumb woman nodded, but she nodded and shook her head. The dumb woman couldn't speak either!"
"Although I spoke to the mute woman for the first time that day and asked a lot of questions, knowing that the mute woman is not a member of the Gongsun family, I thought she would be arrested and imprisoned only after offending Gongsun Lei!"
"The mute woman said she knew me, but I didn’t think too much about it. After all, when I was with Master, she often went out next to him. Someone knew him and could understand it! Although I talked to the mute woman that day, I just talked, yes. Neither I nor the dumb woman helped much..."
"My reaction to the mute woman seemed to be anxious in my heart. I kept holding my hand. I found it funny, so I treated the mute woman as a talker and told her that I didn't want to live anymore, and I just wanted to die faster. come!"
"I talked to the mute woman about being beaten up by Yue Xi since I was a child, probably because my heart died. When I talked about those cruel things, I didn't feel anything anymore, but the mute woman kept crying!"
"My story touched the mute woman, but it didn't make me feel any more. At that time, I felt like I was dead, but it was actually quite good!"
"But that night, the mute woman woke me up when she was asleep, and then took off her clothes, revealing a mark on the mute's back. It turned out that an ink character was engraved on the back of the mute's neck. !"
"I don't understand why I got up in the middle of the night to read the words on her body,"