Chapter 555: . Are all gamblers

Zhang Zhongchen looked at Xi Nuan busy there, feeling full of emotion, he exhaled and said:
"At that time, we all felt that we were bound, bound by you, bound by your father, we were all struggling, but when I was lying there and unable to move, the first thing I thought of was you. I hope to see you... I really felt that I was bound to have no way to breathe, but now I see you, but I feel that what I did at that time was really wrong."
"I want to be independent, but I forgot. Everything in my body was given by you. Without you, I would have died long ago. I was still talking about freedom in vain, but I was watching Qingyan doing things. Son, just unhappy, just unpleasant. I don’t like his behavior. It also aggravated my delusion.

Xi Nuan heard Zhang Zhongchen say this and walked over, she really didn't hear Zhang Zhongchen say this, but as soon as she passed, Zhang Zhongchen took her arm and said:
"You are now different from the past. I can feel that we are no longer in the same world. I miss that Xi Nuan who would be uncomfortable and cry, and would fight with me. If there was no such self-righteous decision then , Will we still be together? We will always be together... I’m not saying that I have any wrong thoughts about you, I just think we were having a good time at that time.

"At that time, Qingyan was cooking and Da Nan helped. Meng Qihui was there to pack the supplies, Yang Zixiang and Li Hua were chatting, I was squatting with you, everyone ate together and chatted with laughter, those days are really gone. I really miss that time... but now I can’t go back anyway. I can’t go back anymore.

Xi Nuan rarely heard Zhang Zhongchen say this, she always thought Zhang Zhongchen didn't care.
Unexpectedly, the first person who said that he missed the past turned out to be him...
"I thought you didn't care. I didn't expect you to be able to say such a thing...Anyway, it's all over, nothing to mention."
Zhang Zhongchen smiled. He pulled Xi Nuan like this, recalling that time when Qing Yan had a problem with his brain. When he had to be with Xiao Miao, that Xi Nuan...
It looks like a little cat.
The Xi Nuan...
More like a proud lion.
It was a lion he could no longer afford to climb.
"Why don't you care? I have never been so happy in my life, but I don't regret it. At least our lives are free now, which makes me very happy. Sometimes I always have to give up something. ."
Xi Nuan shrugged her shoulders and got up and went on to pack things. Yeah, I want to give up something.
It was her that they chose to give up.
Xi Nuan didn't want to say more about this, because she was relieved.
As long as their relationship is together, it is bound to be like this, and nothing will change.
It's better to develop separately.
Two hours later, Da Nan was ready. He brought a bowl of porridge and a bowl of fried rice. Zhang Zhongchen chose to drink the porridge. Xi Nuan looked at Da Nan's happy face and knew that Da Nan hadn't eaten anything.
She feels very sorry for her brother, when Xiao Miao and Miao’s mother died...
Meow’s death was made by Meow’s mother, so there is nothing to say about it.
But the changes and deaths of Xiaomiao have something to do with Qingyan, and how many have something to do with her.
Qingyan fell into the tip of the horns at the time, and he gave Xiao Miao another hope. If it weren't for those things at the time, Xiao Miao might not have gone astray.
Even if it goes astray, it is because of other things.
Although it has been a long time since this matter, every time she saw Danan suffering, she always felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.
Xiao Miao was indeed a nice girl at the beginning, and they got along very well, but later on, everyone didn't want to see things and couldn't blame anyone.
Xi Nuan pursed her mouth and passed the fried rice. Danan was a little confused, and his eyes were red. He shook his head and wanted to push the fried rice back.
"Sister. You eat."
Xi Nuan looked at Danan's simple and honest look, and once again stuffed the fried rice into Danan's hand and said with a smile:
"I don't know about you yet, such a hot meal, you must have not eaten well by yourself. Hurry up, your sister has just finished her ascension, and you are not hungry. You can eat quickly. You can see how thin you are. Eat quickly Right. Fool. We'll be busy for a while."
After Xi Nuan finished speaking, Da Nan felt that Xi Nuan's words were reasonable, nodded, sat there and gobbled up.
The devouring Da Nan made Xi Nuan feel a little uncomfortable in her heart. Her younger brother shouldn't have such a life, but he couldn't live a good life with her.
This feeling of powerlessness is really bad.
Xi Nuan knew that she was not strong enough at this time, and she wanted to be even stronger.
"So reluctant, why don't you take it away? Danan won't have a good day with me."
Da Nan didn't know what Zhang Zhongchen was talking about, but looked at Zhang Zhongchen and Xi Nuan in confusion, Xi Nuan smiled bitterly and said:
"Of course I want to take it back, but the people there are even more powerful than me. I was almost killed two months ago, just a little bit. Danan and I would not live happily in the past. There is no human being there. . There are no good people...they want something more hidden than humans, so it’s more difficult to live there. It’s not as good as here."
"Amo was disfigured before, and her face was covered with scars. Even though she has completed the new production and metabolism of her skin, her previous mental pain will always make her uneasy. The place where we live is not safe. I’ll take Danan there, it’s better to let him suffer by your side, anyway, you also have a care."
After Xi Nuan finished speaking, Da Nan pouted and lowered his head to continue eating.
Zhang Zhongchen sighed, rubbed his head, and said dejectedly:
"I originally wanted you to take this silly boy away. It seems that your place is not going well. Why not stay with me. Forget it, I'll take him with him."
Xi Nuan nodded and told Zhang Zhongchen Danan about some cultivation matters, and told them what he did today.
How did I rise, and how did I come back.
After finishing talking, Zhang Zhongchen rubbed his face almost like Hu Kenai, and then angrily scolded:
"That means you have been struck by lightning ten times today? Xi Nuan, are you crazy! Tell me, are you crazy? Xi Nuan, I think you are becoming less and less reliable now. You are really too much, do you not consider others like this?"
Xi Nuan reacted every day to why Zhang Zhongchen suddenly didn't react to such a big change. She pursed her mouth and continued to reprimand Zhang Zhongchen:
"You need to know! If you can't stand it, you will die! When people die, there will be nothing! Why are you such a tiger, why don't you do more preparation? When you come, go directly to ascend? You...Yes, We can’t help you much, but at any rate, you should also let us know. Naturally we want to be with you at this time, right? I know you still blame us, but... hey!"