Chapter 34:

-"Have you accepted?"
Hearing the eager question from the young man, Zhang Man was stunned, and after a moment he guessed that he was probably talking about Qin Shuai.
Her heart collapsed rapidly at this moment.
His eyes were red, his hair was messy, and his tone, with a fluster and impatience that was rarely seen in ordinary days, ran awkwardly and desperately, losing his calmness and calmness, just to ask her this question.
Zhang Man thought of his previous life, the boy who was standing at the gate of the school blocking her, his flushed eyes and painful expression at the moment, how similar to that time.
The tip of her heart hurts, but she uses a touch of warmth and sweetness that was not originally a winter night.
He finally put her in his heart as he did in the previous life.
Emotions surged, Zhang Man took a deep breath, and his fingertips began to tremble.
She laughed softly, and her voice was as soft as moonlight on the dim playground.
"No, I don't like him."
Just a few words, to the young man in front of him, seemed like a natural wonder.
It turned out that she didn't accept it. This girl who would only cry and act like a baby at him did not become someone else.
A certain string in the boy's heart suddenly loosened at this moment, and the coagulated blood was flowing in the body again, and he heard his heart beating enthusiastically in his chest.
Rebirth after the disaster.
Destiny did not abandon him again like it did when he was seven.
However, even though the fatal threat had disappeared, the pain in his heart was never relieved.
At this moment, the usually deserted boy suddenly realized how greedy he was.
He wants more than that.
On the dim steps with some cold wind, he quietly stared at the girl in front of him, the nerves beating in the forehead and the intense pain in his heart, and told him the only answer behind all the questions.
At this moment, he finally realized it.
All he wanted was her.
That's why when I see her, I feel itchy. When she is uncomfortable, she feels even more uncomfortable, and when she is bullied, she starts to go crazy.
I want to hold her in my arms all the time.
He figured it out clearly, that kind of heart burst pain that he had never experienced before, just like it. Before he knew it, there was a person in his heart, the petite girl standing in front of him.
He likes her.
He finally understood that the feeling of liking someone is pain. Every time he saw her, there would be dull pain in a corner of his heart.
But humans are very strange. The more painful they are, the more they have to touch.
As a result, the young man who never expected illusory feelings, suddenly wanted to hit this southern wall with flesh and blood.
He wanted her to like him, even if only a little bit.
-"You don't like what he said, then, do you like me?"
The young boy's low voice rang unexpectedly, breaking the faint night.
Zhang Man looked into his eyes with unbearable pain and depression in his eyes.
He looked at her cautiously, his husky voice with forbearance restraint, and he even stopped breathing.
Zhang Man was completely stunned.
He even asked her if he liked him.
Her heart beat violently, and her brain went blank.
She was obviously ready to confess to him tomorrow, but when he asked so bluntly today, her mind instantly got stuck.
She wanted to tell him that she had always liked him very much, that he was her favorite person in this world, but her mouth was completely disobedient.
Sometimes people are like this. The more eager they are, the harder they are to speak. What they show is a brief silence.
However, such silence is fatal to the young man who is going crazy in front of him.
The pain in his heart reached its peak at this moment. He greedily stared at the girl in front of him, stared at her white face and her watery eyes.
He felt as if he was numb in pain.
She doesn't speak, doesn't she like him?
Then, what should he do? How can such pain be relieved?
But even so, he still couldn't leave. In front of her, he let go of all his pride and self-esteem.
Not once, just twice.
The young man took a deep breath, moved a little closer, tried to relax his breath, put his hand gently on the girl's shoulder, and looked straight into her eyes.
His voice was with helpless compromise and pain that could not be restrained.
"Zhang Man, if you don't like him, please like me, okay, huh?"
His voice was hoarse, his breathing was accompanied by a heavy nasal sound, and there was already a cautious pleading in his tone.
"...I will be nice to you in the future, do you like me, okay?"
Zhang Man's eyes were already red, and the sore throat made her speechless, but for a long time she realized that she didn't actually need to speak.
She is now standing on the steps, almost as tall as him, so she can easily hug him by taking a step forward.
She did the same.
She rushed into the boy's arms fiercely, hugged his back tightly, and put her head on his shoulders, and the tears that could not help but gush out wet the collar of his school uniform.
Unlike all the previous hugs, there were no excuses or reasons, just because of joy in her heart, she hugged the teenager she had loved for two lives.
The moment his body was held tightly by her, it was instantly tight.
The warm chest made her violently fluctuating emotions and began to gradually relax.
Zhang Man was close to his ear, her voice was the same as her whole person, trembling slightly because of being too excited.
"I have always liked you, Li Wei. I like you for a long, long time."
For a long time, this love has settled in her blood and became a part of her life.
After he left for a long time in the previous life, she went so far, but no matter where she was or who she met, whenever she thought of him, she started to hurt somewhere in her heart.
It was so long that she saw him on the first day in her life, and wanted to hug him tightly and never let go.
Zhang Man remembered the love letter that the teenager put on her desk in her previous life.
He once asked her in the letter if she could stay with him forever.
At this moment, she hugged him and gave a gentle and firm answer in his ear.
"From now on, I will always be with you."
Not only to him who is being embraced by her now, but also to him who waited desperately for a long time in the previous life, but did not wait for an answer.
After she finished speaking, she looked at the earlobe of the boy in front of her.
His earlobes are very good-looking, neither thin nor thick, with perfect shape, with a blood-red mole on it, which looks and attractive.
It's hard to restrain yourself from feeling deep.
She leaned forward, kissed the earlobe that was close to her dear boy, and opened her mouth to bite the scarlet mole.
The body she was holding trembled fiercely.
She clearly saw that the tip of the boy's ears began to turn red, and the ambiguous red color continued to reach his neck.
Then, he also hugged her tightly, much stronger than her, as if to rub her whole person into his arms.
His voice was dull with unspeakable ecstasy. He repeated her name repeatedly, but could not say anything meaningful: "Zhang Man, Zhang Man..."
. ...
I don't know how long the hug lasted. After such a strong relationship, when they calmed down, they were actually a little nervous and shy, so they kept silent.
But the boy hugged her very tightly.
Fearing that she would be tired from standing, he still put his arms around her waist and let her lean completely in his arms.
It seems that the pain in the heart can only be vented through a tighter and tighter hug. All they have now is each other.
The faint light on the playground just couldn't illuminate this part of them. The two of them hid in the shadows, and the darkness around them made their breath a little hot.
The noisy background sound in the teaching area seems to be far and far away, and the breathing of the two people can be heard clearly, even the heartbeat, which seems to be getting faster and faster, and is transmitted to each other through the close chest, the frequency changes Be consistent.
All nervous.
Zhang Man quietly hugged the boy's sturdy waist, his heart trembling, and he was filled with tenderness and joy. At this time in the previous life, she and Li Wei were just nodding acquaintances. Later, those misunderstandings occurred and completely missed. Even, in the end she lost him forever.
But now, from now on, this young man whose ears are red in her embrace is already hers.
It's her, boyfriend.
Thinking of these three words, her heart started to get hot.
Zhang Man remembered what the boy had just said. He said he would be nice to her in the future. She hugged him tightly, thinking that she should be nice to him. Let him remember all the time, there is a person in this world who loves him so much.
She wants him to be concerned.
At this time, a loud bell came from the teaching building, which was a preparatory bell fifteen minutes before the start of evening self-study.
Zhang Man's face started to get a little hot, it was so late, that is to say, they had just embraced for at least 20 minutes.
She let go of her hands holding him, and gently pushed the young man. She didn't expect that he was really strong, but this push didn't push.
She raised her head and looked at the young man's profile, stuttering a little when she spoke: "Li...Li Wei, there are still fifteen minutes to go to class, shall we... go back?"
Unexpectedly, the young man shook his head, did not let go, hugged her waist tighter, and rubbed her cheek with his face.
"Shall we skip class today and not go back? I want to hold you like this all night."
His voice was muffled, his eyes didn't look at her, he didn't know what he was thinking.
At this moment, he suddenly looked like a child, usually cold and sensible, not knowing where he was left.
Zhang Man smiled and said, "No, the head teacher is in class today. If I'm not here, he should call my mother. Uncle Xu finally asked her out today. You don't want to disturb them on the date?"
The teenager didn't speak or move, and he was still reluctant.
As if to escape her questioning, he turned his face and buried her on her neck. His long, humid breath made her skin itchy, and he was embarrassed to break his head.
Zhang Man's cheeks were hot and he didn't dare to look at him, so he lowly coaxed him: "Li Wei, I am already your girlfriend. We will be long in Japan."