Chapter 910: : For the first time, peace of mind [2]

He Yajing was startled when she heard Chen Xi's words, although it was only a very slight move, Chen Xi still noticed.
He Yajing pretended everything, she wanted to recognize herself, she was not as ruthless and unjust as the words she said.
Chen Xi was a little excited, but also a little hopeful. I have been staring at He Yajing, hoping that He Yajing can say something that will make herself pick up hope again.
"You come with me." He Yajing seemed to have figured out something, took a deep breath, looked up at Jiang Mochuan and Chen Xi and said.
Then he turned upstairs alone, Chen Xi and Jiang Mochuan looked at each other, no one said a word, but they followed He Yajing upstairs in a tacit understanding.
"Xi'er, do you think mom really doesn't want you anymore?" When he arrived in Yancheng's study, He Yajing seemed to know that there was always a monitor in the study, went to the corner to unplug a certain plug, and walked to Chen Xi sat down on the sofa opposite Jiang Mochuan and asked Chen Xi, who was sitting opposite him.
"If you really want me, why did you leave without saying a word?" For He Yajing bringing Tian Fangping to Chen's house, and for all the things she spent in her childhood under Tian Fangping's various oppressions, Chen Xi can do it Let the past go.
The only thing she wanted to know was why He Yajing did that back then, and did she consider what life she was living in those years?
If it weren't for meeting Jiang Mochuan two years ago, if it wasn't because Jiang Mochuan had enough strength to help him find He Yajing's whereabouts, if it wasn't because Chen Xi really wanted to find He Yajing after meeting Jiang Mochuan.
After so many years, maybe until I get old and die, will I never have a chance to see He Yajing again?
He Yajing heard Chen Xi's words and suddenly didn't know how to explain to her own woman, the girl who shed the same blood as her.
Back then, she also had difficulties.
Otherwise, she would not just leave her children thousands or even tens of thousands of kilometers away from her.
However, if I continue to stay with Chen Xi to take care of Chen Xi, it will be endless disasters to welcome myself and Chen Xi's mother and daughter.
He Yajing didn't want to do that either. Those people were always looking for their whereabouts, and even if more than 20 years had passed, they had not given up searching for themselves.
"Why don't you speak?"
"Don't you know how to say it?" Chen Xi asked He Yajing, who had been silent all the time.
Was He Yajing unable to leave herself because of her own selfishness or because there was really a compelling reason?
Chen Xi felt that she suddenly had a headache, because at the beginning she never thought that she would encounter so many things that she could not explain.
But now, it seems that there are many things that I cannot accept with confidence.
He Yajing still sat quietly opposite Chen Xi, without saying a word. Jiang Mochuan on the side wrinkled his brow slightly when he saw He Yajing's appearance, as if he was very dissatisfied with He Yajing without saying a word.
This woman was the one his wife had been looking for, and she finally found it, but she said something to Chen Xi that he couldn't understand.
Seeing He Yajing's appearance, it seemed that there was really some secret that could not be told, Jiang Mochuan did not speak to disturb the negotiation between the mother and daughter. In this matter, the only thing he can do is to accompany Chen Xi to face He Yajing's unknown words and thoughts.
"Did you see that necklace? The one I gave to Tian Fangping." He Yajing thought for a while. Some things really need to be known to Chen Xi, but she won't tell them all.
Too many people's hopes were borne on her, and too many people's lives were borne by her. The only thing everyone can think of is that He Yajing has been able to spend her life carefree as Miss Hejia all the time, but no one knows how much she is burdened because of that man.
That necklace was the only last message she left to Chen Xi. She hoped that Chen Xi could see that she really didn't want to leave Chen Xi voluntarily. She had her own miserable destiny and also had her own compelling reasons.
If Chen Xi could understand her, she would be happy.
If Chen Xi can’t fully understand it, it’s okay. It’s been so many years... Ever since she left the Chen family and left Chen Xi in the Chen family when she was a child, she was ready to be questioned by Chen Xi one day ready.
Chen Xi heard He Yajing's words and knew that He Yajing said, "Forever lose my love."
At first, she went to Europe with Jiang Mochuan because of the necklace to find Novena, the producer of "I will never lose my love".
After thinking about it, Chen Xi took her bag from Jiang Mochuan, took out the necklace box and put it on the table.
"Did you see the letter?" He Yajing saw the necklace placed on the table by Chen Xi. Knowing that Chen Xi could find it, she must have seen the letter.
It could also be because... By the way, Yan Hao.
When Yancheng left, he told himself that Yan Hao said that guests would be coming to his home today. So... Chen Xi and Jiang Mochuan should have come here after they met Yan Hao.
Unexpectedly... All of this should be the so-called destiny, right?
At the beginning, I left a letter to Tian Fangping. The only thing that made Tian Fangping promise her was not to open that letter. If Tian Fangping saw the letter, she would definitely use all her abilities to destroy it. Tian Fangping.
Chen Xi thought for a moment, then glanced at Jiang Mochuan. Jiang Mochuan understood what Chen Xi meant, took out his wallet from his pocket, and took out the letter He Yajing said on the table like Chen Xi.
He Yajing didn't think it was weird, but the couple would find here, which proved that they had made all the preparations.
Taking a deep breath, he reached out and picked up the letter on the table. When I saw it again, He Yajing felt that she could still feel the mood she felt when she wrote this letter.
If it wasn't because that man had always been reluctant to let her go, she would not leave her child at home and leave alone.
"I...I just want to know why you are leaving, whether you accept me or not, I want to know." Chen Xi looked at He Yajing and said calmly.
She didn't want to know anything else, the only thing she wanted to ask He Yajing was all the reasons why He Yajing left Chen's house, or even her own.
At first I thought I would be emotional when I saw He Yajing, even though I was emotional when I first saw He Yajing.
But after the mood calmed down at this moment, Chen Xi realized that in fact... it was just a meeting to ask some things that she wanted to know, she was not so responsible.
the first time.
For the first time, I felt that my mind was waiting so peacefully for another person to speak.