Chapter 911: : You are my last spiritual support [2]

He Yajing hesitated when she heard what Chen Xi said. She wanted to tell Chen Xi that she didn't want to leave. If she could, she didn't want to leave her child so far away.
Chen Xi kept quietly looking at the elegant and noble woman in front of her, waiting for her to give herself an explanation she wanted.
"Xi'er, this letter already contains everything I want to say to you, don't you understand?" He Yajing's eyes were a little sad, as if she was hurt by Chen Xi's questioning of herself.
She always wanted to tell Chen Xi that back then...she had her own difficulties, although part of the reason was Chen Kunlong, but it cannot be said that all were due to Chen Kunlong.
Chen Kunlong was just a scapegoat he found.
If it weren't for the man who forced herself into desperation, He Yajing was unwilling to make such a decision to leave Chen Xi.
Chen Xi didn't speak, and wanted to wait for He Yajing to continue speaking. If everything was really that simple, she would not run over to disturb He Yajing's life.
The only thing that puzzled her was why He Yajing chose to leave and still came to be a stepmother for Yan Hao?
Didn't she know that to be someone else's mother would only be excluded by outsiders?
"I know you must be blaming me in your heart, but I also have my own reasons. You are so old. I hope you can understand me." He Yajing saw Chen Xi without any reaction, knowing that Chen Xi was waiting for her to take the initiative to tell her about herself. The reason for leaving without saying a word.
He bit his lower lip.
He Yajing seemed to be reluctant to recall the past, those things that most people would never experience in a lifetime.
Everyone felt that she was born to live a good life. As a child of a military family, she was born not to worry about the reasons for finding a job after graduation from university like others.
But no one knows how many people's hopes are carried behind her.
"Because of my father?" In the letter placed on the table, He Yajing mentioned that she chose to leave Chen Xi or even Chen's family because of Chen Kunlong.
Chen Xi didn't understand that two people could come together and get married. Isn't it because the two people love each other that they entered the palace of marriage?
Why... choose to separate again due to emotional reasons?
At least, Jiang Mochuan's feelings for her can be seen by everyone, and she also firmly believes that she and Jiang Mochuan cannot one day choose to separate because their feelings for each other gradually disappear.
After all, there were three children between the two.
He Yajing was in a trance, is it because of Chen Kunlong?
Speaking of which, Chen Kunlong was not worried about her at all, because Chen Kunlong only took a small part of the matter of leaving.
Many things seem to be due to Chen Kunlong, but in fact...it has nothing to do with Chen Kunlong. He Yajing was still thinking about how she should explain to Chen Xi, at least, to give a reasonable explanation.
If you tell her those things directly, maybe she won't be able to accept it, right?
"Your dad...your dad only accounts for a small part of the relationship. I don't know how to tell you about some things. If you want, you can stay in Australia for a few more days until I think about how to tell you. , I will naturally come to find you." He Yajing feels that for the time being, she shouldn’t be so anxious to tell Chen Xi that incident.
At the very least, you should give yourself a stable time to think about how to tell Chen Xi and how to make Chen Xi understand why he did it back then.
No one who is a mother dislikes her child, and no one who is a mother wants to be separated from her child.
There is an idiom in this world called: being the mother is just gang.
He Yajing felt that when she did this, she really chose to leave to protect Chen Xi, so...
"So, you didn't plan to tell me the truth one day at the beginning, so you haven't considered how to tell me now?" Chen Xi lifted the cup on the table and drank her mouth, moisturized her throat, and adjusted I felt my emotions.
There are a lot of words in her heart that I want to tell He Yajing, but when He Yajing sees her calm appearance, she doesn’t seem to be surprised because of her arrival, Chen Xi decides to control first. Have a look at your own thoughts.
If there is anything, it's not too late to tell He Yajing until you understand everything.
He Yajing didn't know what she should express to Chen Xi, so she nodded pretending that Chen Xi was right.
To be honest, that feeling is uncomfortable. At least...it was very bitter in my heart.
In order to find He Yajing, how much effort and effort she has made in the past two years. I thought that when He Yajing saw He Yajing, He Yajing would hold her in her arms and feel badly distressed.
I even asked her how she had been in the Chen family over the past twenty years, but... none of this, in fact, I had already guessed that this might be the result in the end, but my heart was too much for this meeting. The hope is nothing.
"Xi'er, I have missed you so much for so many years, and I have always wanted to go back and see you." He Yajing suddenly raised her head and glanced at Chen Xi, her eyes showing a deep longing.
If it weren't for her rational thinking, Chen Xi felt that she would really be affected by He Yajing's words.
Obviously, when I saw myself, I said that I had confessed to the wrong person. Why should I tell myself that she has missed herself in the past twenty years?
Doesn't she feel a bit contradictory when she speaks these words?
Jiang Mochuan knew that Chen Xi's thoughts must be complicated, and reached out his hand to hold Chen Xi's hand. Realizing that Jiang Mochuan is supporting herself through the spirit, Chen Xi turned her head and glanced at Jiang Mochuan. The two of them had nothing to say, but they knew what the other wanted to express.
It would be nice if she could really do nothing. She also wanted to be the unsentimental killer in the novel, but...
"Would you like to go back with me?" Chen Xi wanted to ask He Yajing, after so many years, she now...will she go back to China with herself?
China has He Yajing's father and family. Her own children are also He Yajing's grandchildren. If He Yajing is willing to go back, Chen Xi is certainly happy.
He Yajing did not speak, but hesitated on her face. She goes back now, maybe she will be...