Chapter 1118: What is despair

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But she's a partial birth, but she can't bleed, she can't bleed, her blood can be transmitted to disease, her blood is evil, and her blood is also dirty.
She retracted her body, and here trembling trembling, the whole body was twitching constantly, the clothes on her body were soaked once more, and even the hair was sticking to her face.
A drop of water rolled down her cheek, but she didn't know if it was sweat or tears.
Until she woke up again, she didn't know what time it was. She was awakened by freezing and hungry.
She touched her head, but her head was so painful that her clothes were soaked again.
She lowered her head, looked at the blood on the floor, and then got up from the ground, then took a pot of water, knelt down on the ground, and started to wipe the blood at once, her blood was poisonous, yes Don't let others come across.
Her misty eyes were dim first, then clear, and she didn’t know how many times they repeated. A drop of water dropped from the air, and then she also fainted on the floor.
She thought that she must have committed a great sin in her last life, and it was an irretrievable sin, so she had to suffer so much in this life, and she lived to atone for her own life.
And ridiculously, the fortune teller also said that she would be happy with Sun Mantang.
Will it be? She wiped her tears with her sleeves, so that she can still be full of children and grandchildren, she can't even save her life, but also can have any happiness.
She has no happiness, and everyone who follows her will be misfortune because of her.
It was Lu Yi, it would be Yi Ling, and it would be her three children.
She picked up the basin, and the water in the basin was poured into the toilet, and the blood with blood was running down the sewer.
Will this still be infected?
she does not know.
She touched her sore forehead and couldn’t let it bleed again in the future, and she wanted to buy a rope to tie hers together, otherwise she wouldn’t know what she would do without realizing it. .
She again brought a pot of water, knelt on the ground, and wiped the floor again and again, just so dull, expressionless, and unfeeling. A pair of hands had frozen out, but she couldn't feel pain anymore.
Do you know what is despair?
You know, what is life better than death?
Do you know what it means to be alive, it is more painful than death?
She knew that it was like this. In fact, she might have been a little cleaner when she died, but she still lived with such a broken body, so alive and alive.
She went out and bought a sturdy rope and tied the rope to the window. The windows were made of steel rods. No matter what, she might have the strength to pull the steel rods down. She too I bought a cotton quilt on the wall, so even if she really lost her mind, she knew she would hit her head, she knew she would bite herself, but now no matter how, it is impossible It was biting herself, she couldn't bear any injuries, she couldn't afford any injuries.
In the middle of the night, she suddenly opened her eyes, and her body shivered involuntarily again.
She jumped off the wooden bed, and then her trembling hands tied her feet first with a rope, then her hands. She stopped the rope with her teeth, and also wrapped her hands and feet tighter.
Until after a while, it was the familiar feeling again, it was very painful, very painful, she bit the horn firmly, and her eyes were also red with suffocation.
Only the string of small beads that constantly gathered from the corners of her eyes began to fall from time to time. Her eyes were open, there was no feeling, pain, or sadness. . Off
"Huanhuan..." Suddenly, a man sat up. He pulled the light on the head of the bed and put his hand on his forehead. At this time, there was a cold sweat on his forehead. Even the clothes on her body were soaked.
He turned the light on a little bit, and then went into the bathroom, and when the hot water was put down, no one saw that this man who was always clear, at this time, the corner of his eyes followed the water and dripped down. Tears coming.
Who said that a man can't cry, who said a man can't cry, a man is a person, and Lu Yi is a person, why can't he cry?
The door outside was suddenly pushed open.
Lu Yi quickly took his clothes and put them on. When he came out, he saw Xun Xun standing at the door with bare feet and a big baby in his arms. He looked at him with big eyes.
Lu Yi took the towel and wiped his hair indiscriminately. This was when he came over and hugged Xun Xun.
"What's wrong, can't sleep?" Lu Yi took her daughter to the big bed, and then touched her little feet, and saw that the little feet of the child were a little cold and did not wear socks. Isn't it uncomfortable?
He put his hand on the forehead of his daughter, but found that it seemed a bit hot.
"Baby, sit down and wait for Dad."
Lu Yi opened the drawer on one side", took out a medicine box from inside, and took out a thermometer from inside.
"Let's take our temperature.
Lu Yi picked up her daughter, then clipped the thermometer to her, and then wrapped her up with a quilt.
"What's wrong, don't talk again?" Lu Yi patted her daughter's face lightly. After the child became ill, he changed to the same way as before. A little pitiful, the bangs cut by her mother had grown. It’s still life and death, and it doesn’t allow others to move. In the end, Lu Yi cut it by hand, but Lu Yi’s technique is very bad. She directly cut Xun Xun’s hair like a dog nibbling, Don't care.
That is, the child seems to not like talking to others again.
Xun Xun rubs his eyes, and his long eyelashes are also very fragile. In the past, the fat little face of the baby was gone, but now it has become a small pointed chin, but it is also obvious that the eyes are bigger, wrong, it is the whole face She can only see her eyes. If you go on like this, you may become an owl in the future.
"Pull out..." Xun Xun called Lu Yi, and then clenched his father's fingers again.
"Looking for headaches and pains, my mother said that if you look for pains, you should tell your father because it will be transmitted to your brother."
Lu Yi suddenly felt his eyes sore, he no longer hugged his daughter, almost because the two fathers and daughters were dependent on each other.
"Pull out, isn't Mama not looking for it?"
Xun Xun asked, the teardrop was falling down again, "Why didn't she come to Xun Xun, why didn't she hold Xun Xun, Xun Xun is very good, Xun Xun will be very good, Xun Xun will eat meat in the future Meat, you will memorize poems well and don’t talk back to Ma Ma."