Chapter 29:

"No fart."
Even if you can see all kinds of good and evil before the illness, even if there is a chilling surprise, he is a doctor and wants to cure his patients, that's all. As for the human mind, that is human categorization, and no one has studied it thoroughly since ancient times.
I've seen extreme evil, I've seen eyes that simply look at me and yearn for life.
Shen Shiyan narrowed his eyes, and the lights in the distance reflected in his eyes were purple and red, the most beautiful colors. This made him look like a warrior in armor, looking back.
Meng Xintang can see God.
The lover's eyes are not all about Shih Tzu, but also heroes, and the future of wind and rain.
"I heard Xinchu said, you ..." He looked at him and said, "Great."
It was then that going to Beichuan as an intern was great enough.
"Nothing great," Shen Shiyan smiled lightly and waved his hand. "I just remembered thoroughly what the doctor is and what my responsibility is."
"Not everyone can do this," Meng Xintang said. "You are special."
Meng Xintang said this implicitly. In his opinion, Shen Shiyan is the first in the world. He used to think he lived comfortably and innocently, but it turned out that he knew better about life and death than anyone else, and knew people well.
The two stood for a while, talked for a while, and Shen Shiyan looked at the watch on his wrist, a little surprised.
"It's eleven o'clock. Let's go back. It's cold now. You're still hurt. Don't be cold."
The sleeves of people around him floated, and Meng Xintang suddenly reached out his hand and grabbed the wrist.
Use the arm he just scratched.
"A few more words, please give me a few more minutes, shall you?"
I don't know if the intoxicating is the evening breeze or the suffix, anyway, when Meng Xintang said this, Shen Shiyan suddenly fainted.
Later, Shen Shiyan recalled that it should be because the hand that was pulling himself was too tight, which became a hint of Chiluǒluǒ.
Silently, Shen Shiyan leaned back to the railing. This time they were leaning on their backs, and they were looking at different nights in different directions.
Meng Xintang asked for his consent and lit another cigarette, but after taking two silent breaths, he stunned and squeezed it in his hand.
"Actually long ago, I was sure that I would not have a marriage. My parents are engaged in research work, are very busy, and rarely go home. Not only are they busy with work, they are also subject to restrictions during special periods. For example, my father What we are doing is nuclear submarine protection. It's normal to see less than once a year. The longest time, we haven't seen each other for three years. "
After hearing this, Shen Shiyan turned her head to look at Meng Xintang. Meng Xintang took his gaze and smiled.
"I say this to you because I want you to understand my situation before making a decision."
"I don't know to what extent I will do my job in the future, but like you, I will not do my best because I may not be free or even dangerous. So if I have a lover, I do not Determine how long I can accompany him and how long it takes him to wait for me. This is why I hesitated. "
The smoke in my hand had no idea how many shapes had changed, and even the shredded tobacco was stuck in the ring finger of Meng Xintang.
Meng Xintang said very carefully. He objectively stated his situation, and hoped to be understood and accepted. He's not sure how much they will get along with each other, but if he can, he hopes to book his years together now. Either accompanied or carried away, or looked away from each other, as long as he said yes, he could not wait for a second.
In the end, Meng Xintang sighed and wondered if he was laughing: "I once made a choice, but I found out that in front of you, my choice is not worth mentioning at all. If you can accept such a mine, Accompany, then I hope you can consider ... "
"We are together."
Really at this time, Shen Shiyan had no heartbeat like thunder, just as if she had just drank a pot of cinnamon wine and was shocked by a heavy rain of cháosh.
Raise your eyes, and close your eyes to sleep.
Unconsciously dreaming and drunk.
Chapter Twenty Beyond Intimacy
Shen Shiyan moved it by hand and touched some cold railings behind her. The whole person was awake as if they had touched a porcelain wine bottle.
Others have confessed that how good I am to you and how much I love you. This person cuts everything out, reveals everything that is bad for the relationship, and then lets you decide.
This is in line with Meng Xintang's temperament. In fact, they haven't known each other for a long time. They started in early summer and haven't reached mid-autumn until now. But in such a short period of time, Shen Shiyan felt that his impression of this person seemed to be as profound as ten years. He had thought they were close and could be friends for life. But just now, Meng Xintang gave him another option.
Shen Shiyan suddenly remembered the rain that night to save the flowers. Meng Xintang stood under the unclear light and asked him what the love you want was like. At that time he answered with his heart, in exchange for Meng Xintang's long silence.
Now thinking about it, probably both of them have made a mistake and shouldn't define what love looks like. Love is born by life. Love is with each other day and night. He did hope to establish a love relationship like his parents, but at this time he thought that if it was Meng Xintang, even if there were often departures, the form of love they established should be wonderful. Because this person respects him, loves him, protects him, and gives him unreserved frankness.
More importantly, he is loyal to love, but not just to love.
Shen Shiyan suddenly had a hunch. If he said "OK" today, they seemed to really be able to sip a lifetime, with flowers and a distance.
Before he answered, Meng Xintang waited motionlessly, his gaze always turned towards his face, and he was focused and patient. The night breeze passed, eyes blinked slightly, like a fluttering heartbeat when nervous.
Shen Shiyan paid her heart in these eyes.
He looked at him and smiled softly.
"it is good."
What he has been waiting for so long is here.
Really, Meng Xintang felt the sigh of relief in his chest finally relieved, and his brain relaxed at that instant, with a long blank when a big surprise came. He has never been more upset and hesitant.
The wind rose again, the stars fell, and the clouds were scattered. A row of bistros not far away turned off the lights as if they had known them, as if aware of this rare friendship, set aside the light and fill it with some quietness.
Meng Xintang held out his hand, the one who hadn't held the cigarette. Both were not very skilled at holding hands, so when the two hands were held together, the posture was not so beautiful, and it was not unexpectedly clumsy.
But finally it took hold.
It was supposed to be a very emotional scene, but Shen Shiyan didn't hold back, and laughed.
"What's laughing?" Meng Xintang's tone also changed, a little bit more than usual, with a faint smile.
Shen Shiyan looked at him and shook his head. He couldn't say that when he laughed and held hands with him, his heartbeat was like a large set of beads spilling on the ground. How old a person is, it's just that.
"Following standard procedures, isn't it time to kiss?"
This was a joke that started the topic, but I never expected that this man, who was always a serious man, would lean over when his voice fell. Shen Shiyan closed his eyes for a moment, and then closed his eyes quickly, unaware that he was still turning his lips.
Everything Meng Xintang did seemed to fit his heart.
A very light noise, the glasses first touched together.
They both had a meal, and they both laughed out loud.
Meng Xintang's laughter was lower and he also contained more helpless frustration. He rested his forehead on Shen Shiyan's shoulders, his body trembled, and the two low laughter dàng into Shen Shiyan's ears almost without the spread of the medium, making his laughter even wider.