Chapter 250: Zombie Queen 15

Father Tan and Mother Tan spent another two days inquiring about the news, and they understood the general situation of the Y city base. At the same time, some people paid attention to them. Su Yuanyuan showed his hand at the market that day. Everyone saw it. Later, Wankun pestered the old man, and Mother Tan also beat him twice. They were all masters at first sight, and they kept inquiring about the news after a few days. Naturally attracts attention.
Papa Tan keenly noticed that someone was staring at them. He went home and drank a few sips of tea and said, "It's almost done, let's go."
Tan's mother nodded, "This base is a strong man. We have aroused fear from above these days. They might think we want to seize power. And Wan Kun is getting shameless. Let's go quickly."
"I just went to the mission hall. There is a mission to clear the supermarket. We can take the mission and leave directly." Dad Tan looked at his grandpa and grandmother and said, "Just say that we are afraid that the elderly will be left at home. Wan Kun is entangled, so it should be okay to bring it out with the mission."
"Yes, the above is just jealous of us, we don't hinder anything when we go out, so let's do it."
Su Yuanyuan and her grandfather and grandmother agreed. Thinking of Wankun's appearance, the two elders couldn't help sighing. They didn't seem to have any energy these days. They are not softhearted, but self-blame. They feel that they were busy with business when they were young and neglected to discipline their son. Otherwise, how could Wan Kun become such a person? Su Yuanyuan persuaded them several times to no avail, and felt that it was time to leave. Wan Kun's sorry person is the second elder, and the tiger poison does not eat children. No matter how much the second elder hates, it is impossible to want her son to die. So Su Yuanyuan's attitude towards Wan Kun is ignoring. She actually feels that Wan Kun's life like this is more painful. .
After discussing the itinerary, the family went back to their rooms and rested. After receiving the task early the next morning, they resigned from the base. Su Yuanyuan heard someone whispering, saying that they were too stupid to carry two oil bottles for the task, and she suddenly felt an unspeakable feeling in her heart. These people are also humans, so why are they so shameless? The last days are horrible, but why can they abandon the elderly and children with peace of mind? Is this still human? They are too indifferent to the people around them, not as good as her demon.
So what is a person? What is a demon? What is a zombie? What is a Zerg? She has done so many things to help mankind, but why do mankind kill each other? They are full of maliciousness towards the same kind, why does she, a fairy, help them?
Father Tan drove very slowly deliberately, and fell to the end of the line, and then quickly turned towards Yanjing at an intersection. Su Yuanyuan saw the zombies on the road through the window. She used her mental power to disperse them and cleared the way for the car. Suddenly she saw a wounded fourth-level zombie in the woods next to him. It grabbed a second-level zombie and pulled out. The crystal core was stuffed into his mouth, and then he fought with a third-level zombie.
As the car drove past, Su Yuanyuan moved to the back window and looked at them. It didn't take long for the level 4 zombie to win, eat the crystal core of the level 3 zombie, and repair a lot of body. Su Yuanyuan's feeling is more complicated. Zombies don't have the complicated emotions and desires of human beings. They only have one obsession, that is, becoming stronger.
Eating human flesh and blood is to become stronger, and eating similar crystal nuclei is also to become stronger. They have no right or wrong, good or evil. They just keep getting stronger instinctively. They do what makes them stronger, and don't care about the others. Even the zombies siege is just a mental type zombies controlling other zombies to attack the enemy, in order to obtain more superpower crystal nuclei to upgrade themselves, but also to eradicate the superpower enemy, make yourself safer, not to protect yourself Race, zombies don't think like that.
What's the point of getting stronger like this? Maybe the zombies themselves don't know the meaning, they are such a species, they are born like this. Like female praying mantises eating male praying mantises, hamsters eating their babies, elephants rhinos, moths fighting fires, whales stranding, cattle and horses jumping off cliffs, etc., no matter why they did these actions, they did indeed. This is the nature given to them by their race.
What about the demon? Most monsters want to become stronger, and only a small number of monsters are content with the status quo, but all monsters will transform themselves into human forms when they transform, full of curiosity about the world, and especially want to live with humans. There are also some monsters that are cruel and will attack humans and treat humans as slaves, but they themselves will still transform into human form. The demon seems to be the only race among so many races that has the same emotions and desires as humans, but some are proud of their own powerful magic power, and some are inferior because they are a demon and not a human. In the end, they are not very good. This kind of blindness The pursuit of going to the world is really baffling.
Su Yuanyuan thought of herself. Wasn't she full of curiosity about the world at first, and always wanted to experience the various states of life? Over the past thousand years, she has experienced many kinds of life in the world. Good people, bad people, good and bad people have been seen, all kinds of dog-blood things have been contacted, and she has even done a lot of great things for mankind in various worlds. . She has always been very happy, very happy, but what is she pursuing? Day after day, year after year, is she pursuing cultivation and becoming immortal? What about after becoming a fairy?
The ancient people developed into the people of the Republic of China and then into the modern people, even the interstellar people. There are too many changes, but the humanity is still that kind of humanity. The interstellar is much more advanced than everything in the primitive society, but the relationship between people and people is still that way. Matter? Even if she worked hard to become a fairy and went to the fairy world, and lived in the fairy group, wouldn't she also belong to the relationship between people? What's the difference? So what is she pursuing?
She doesn't believe in the nonsense that immortals have no desires and no desires. A good-looking person with seven emotions and six desires will have no desires and no desires when they become immortals? If you see through Hongchen and realize that everything is true, then what are these immortals doing in the immortal world? Don't you want to do nothing if you don't want to do nothing? If they are arranged to be in charge, why should they be in charge? They have no desires, what do they do? Once people lose their pursuit and direction, they will lose motivation and vitality. She never believes that immortals have no emotions and desires.
But she seems to have only this one to go. If she doesn't go, what will she do?
Mother Tan made tea for the two old people. Looking back, she saw Su Yuanyuan frowning and she seemed to be confused. She sat down and asked, "What are you thinking? What's wrong?"
Su Yuanyuan glanced at her and typed on her mobile phone: Mom, the world has become so dangerous and terrifying, what is your pursuit? You said that people will die sooner or later, so why do you live so hard and desperately in the last days?
Mother Tan looked startled, then smiled softly, and put her arms around Su Yuanyuan's shoulders, "So you were thinking about this. Mom also thought about this problem. When I was fifteen, I thought about why I should live. I thought about it again when I was thirty, and when I couldn't find you a while ago."
Su Yuanyuan raised her head in surprise. She remembered that Mother Tan had always been a very gentle and kind woman, a good daughter, a good wife, a good mother, and a good daughter-in-law. She did not expect that Mother Tan would have thought about this three times, but why? Hasn't she been living well?
Mother Tan smiled, "In fact, not only I thought about it, but your father, your grandparents and grandparents might have thought about it."
Papa Tan and grandpa and grandma, who heard them talking earlier, both responded, admitting that they had both thought about this question. Su Yuanyuan is even more puzzled. Is this a question that everyone thinks about? So how did they figure it out? They have all found the pursuit and meaning of life? But... life has been hurried for decades, isn't it dying in the end? Like she lived more than 400 years in the last world, didn't she also die in the end? The accomplishments she has done for the benefit of others are all others. What is the use of fame and fortune that does not bring death or death? Although they gave her a lot of faith and helped her in her practice, she worked so hard to cultivate to the seven tails, wasn't she almost killed by Heaven? Tiandao threw her here as a zombie. She struggled to survive and cultivated hard. What if she was hacked to death by Tiandao after her cultivation? Even if it is not hacked to death, it will continue like this next time. What's the point?
Mother Tan saw her confusion and doubts, her heart softened, she hugged Su Yuanyuan in her arms, and said softly: "Don't be afraid, life is sacred and wonderful. Everyone can't help but explore its existence. Meaning, mom doesn’t know what other people think, but I can share my secrets with you. Mom never told anyone about these things."
Mother Tan smiled and said: "When I was fifteen years old, my mother took the first exam again. My parents, relatives, teachers and friends praised me when they saw me, but I have listened to this kind of praise for many years and I don’t feel it at all. Seeing some students in the get out of class who did not take good exams, went out to have fun after class, and didn't care about the teacher's criticism or their own grades. I was curious, why don't they study hard?"
"Later, I started observing all my classmates. I found that everyone has their own strengths and weaknesses and what they are good at. Regardless of whether their studies are good or bad, they all have happiness and troubles. Then I began to observe teachers, Bodyguards, drivers, and all the workers I have access to, I see them working day after day, no matter how much they earn, their work is not decent, they also have happiness and troubles, I suddenly feel a little confused and work hard What's the difference between not working hard and not working hard? Every family has hard-to-read sutras, and everyone will have unhappy moments. So why do I work so hard?"
"At that time, I deliberately wrote a few wrong questions during the exam. I took the fifth grade of the whole year. I thought I would be scolded when I went home. As a result, your grandpa and grandma didn’t care about it at all and made a table of delicious dishes. Comforting me. Teachers and classmates also comforted and said that it was just a malfunction, it’s okay. I was even more confused. I didn’t care if the test was good or not. Why should I take the test well? At that time I was just a student and lost With the motivation to learn, I feel at a loss and feel that there is no point in doing anything. For the first time, I feel that there is no point in living. What is the point of studying hard, working hard, running a family hard, retiring and traveling everywhere, and then dying?"
It was the first time that grandma knew that her daughter had so many thoughts when she was fifteen. She couldn't help but turn around and asked: "No wonder you didn't talk a lot during that time. I thought you were not happy after taking the exam. Then what did you think? Through?"
Mother Tan smiled and shook her head, "It's not a figured out. I just woke up one morning and saw the trees in the yard blooming. It was very beautiful. Suddenly I felt that I was so boring, and I lived happily. What do you want to do! Just like I thought about this problem inexplicably, got into the horns, and suddenly let go of it inexplicably, I didn't care about the problem at all. I just returned to normal, studied hard, and took the first year exam. I liked it. It’s easy to study and study. Going to school and leaving school happily is not affected at all."
Papa Tan couldn't help asking, "Then why did you think about this when you were 30? We were both good at that time. The work was smooth, the parents were open-minded, and the daughter was cute and cute. What do you want this for?"
Su Yuanyuan heard that Dad Tan's voice was a little nervous, and laughed. Generally, I thought it was because of unsatisfactory life. Was Dad worried about what he didn't do well back then? She knew that when her mother was a child, she felt so inexplicably meaningless to live, and she felt a lot easier. She felt that thinking about these things was not unacceptable. Maybe everyone would think about it. She looked at Mother Tan. She also wanted to know why her mother wanted this when she was thirty.
Mother Tan squinted her eyes, leaned on the car seat, and sighed: "That year, a good friend of mine died in a car accident."
Su Yuanyuan was startled, she didn't expect it to be because of this. Mother Tan looked at the roof of the car and said, "Obviously, I also sent her a WeChat chat the day before. I made an appointment to go shopping together when she came back from a trip. I also wanted to go to the newly opened French restaurant to try it. But so suddenly I received the news of her death. I was immersed in the depression and grief for a long time, almost a year and a half."
Father Tan was surprised: "Why? I remember you cried many times, but after a month or two, you returned to normal. You... I'm sorry, I didn't find..."
Papa Tan stopped the car and looked back at Mama Tan's eyes full of self-blame. Grandpa and grandma also looked over worriedly. It took a year and a half to come out, and it was already depression.