Chapter 82: Show love

Ji Ling took a nap on the plane. When he arrived, he took a picture from the window, matched it with a v expression, and sent it to the circle of friends.
When it was issued, it received a lot of praises, including Ning Kehan, Wang Yixin, Zheng Lin, etc., Yu Wenyan, Ning Yue, and other classmates and friends.
Yu Wenyan: Have you gone out? where is it?
Yeongwol: Dubai?
Ji Ling responded to each of the messages one by one. When you returned to Ning Yue, you said that your eyes were sharp. I was afraid that I would not often come out to play before. It is indeed the young master of the Ning family.
It didn't take long for Ji Ling to put away her mobile phone, and she took her salute and went out with her mother.
The vehicles rented by the company were already waiting outside and dragged them directly to the most luxurious hotel in the local area. Ji Ling went in and looked at the luxurious facilities in the hotel. Once again, Mr. Fu was really a generous leader. Less money?
Yang Wei's meeting only started in the evening, and now there are still a few hours to rest. Family members can follow the local tour groups and also have free activities.
Ji Ling was a little tired. Instead of rushing to hang out with others, he planned to go back to the room to sleep first.
Jing Sui fell behind and looked at the young and fast back.
For a moment, he squeezed his lips and looked away.
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For the next two days, Ji Ling never saw Jing Sui again.
He was very happy here, and he still had money to buy paintings, so he bought a lot of small gifts for his family and friends. Although not expensive, it was his intention, and he took some photos almost every day. The more you like the first time.
Every time Ji Ling looks at Ning Yue's praises, he thinks that he is going to chase his own rhetoric. He feels complicated and a little embarrassed. What was originally normal is now always thinking more ...
Hey, it's too annoying to be too popular.
How many times have they met in total? Why did you fall in love?
This made Ji Ling couldn't help thinking of the interstellar world. In fact, he still didn't quite understand why those people liked themselves ... Well, it can't be said that they couldn't understand it at all.
He didn't understand Carlos's extreme occupation and desire, and he didn't understand Wen Yan's paranoia and humbleness. After all, he was a vicious male matchmaker in front of them, so why did he die somehow? It's really because the three different perspectives cannot resonate!
But Jing Sui was probably seduced by her ‘unswerving love’. Ning Yu was probably because of her ‘provocations’ and ‘several rescues’…
Thinking about it this way, I do have some problems, and deceive others in order to do the task.
At that time, he always felt that those people were false, and constantly told himself that they were paper people, don't be soft and don't shake, you must go home. But when they got home, they couldn't help but admit that they were actually living people ...
Ji Ling rubbed her face, sighed, and decided not to think about the past. Anyway, I'm back now, that world should end the war now? Their lives are so long, they always forget to start again.
Everyone has to look forward.
Tomorrow is the last day, and he has an appointment with a new friend to play on the beach.
Due to the tiredness of playing these days, Ji Ling rarely dreamed and slept heavily. Yang Wei's meeting has also ended. I got up to eat breakfast with Ji Ling this morning, and then touched his son's head and smiled, "I'm going shopping with my colleagues today. Would you like to go with me? ? "
Ji Ling shook her head: "I don't go shopping, I go to the beach today."
Yang Wei did not reluctantly, and laughed: "Okay, then pay attention to safety, keep in touch, and come back early at night."
Ji Ling smiled: "Well, mother, don't worry."
Ji Ling watched Yang Wei go out with several other aunts, and then saw her little friend beckoning to him, and several people rented a car to the beach.
Jing Sui stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of the suite.
The weather was good today. He watched Yang Wei and several other female colleagues leave. It didn't take long for Ji Ling and a few of her peers to go out.
When Shen Zhuoming came in from the outside, he saw the boss standing in front of the window, and looked at the outside with a condensed expression. Although there was nothing outside, Shen Zhuoming was more familiar with this expression. After all, he had accompanied the boss in school for more than an hour. The expression of the boss at that time was similar to that of now.
Since the boss went to school again to see Ji Ling return some time ago, he seems to have been hit so hard that he has never asked him anything about Ji Ling.
Shen Zhuoming was curious, and he really didn't understand what happened that day, so that the boss would be so distressed, but he didn't dare to ask ... But in any case, Jing Sui's willingness to give up Ji Ling was a good thing.
The two of them are really not suitable.
But what surprised him was that a few days ago, Jing Sui suddenly changed the meeting place originally scheduled to be held in China to a foreign country, and allowed family members to be brought. This has never happened before. It is not unusual to have a meeting abroad. It ’s not unusual for family members to come out for free! The boss's public and private are clear, but we will not let everyone remember when they have a meeting. As for what this time is to make an exception ... the answer does not seem difficult to guess.
Shen Zhuoming sighed, the boss still couldn't let go ...
He walked over and whispered: "I have already arranged the trip and the ticket for tomorrow."
Jing Sui nodded, his expression remained unchanged, and his voice was low and indifferent: "I see."
Shen Zhuoming asked again, "Will you rest in the hotel now or go out? I can arrange it for you."
Jing Sui lifted his eyes: "No, you do your own thing."
Shen Zhuoming hesitated: "What about you?"
Jing Sui opened his mouth, looked at him with a smile, and said lightly, "Where am I going, aren't you very clear?"
Shen Zhuoming: "..."
He looked at Jing Sui with a stunned look, standing stiffly, watching Jing Sui walk past him with a smirk. Oops, he wouldn't want to lose his job! Hey, nosy business is terrible!
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Jing Sui drove to the beach, closed his eyes and groaned for a while, took off his suit jacket, unbuttoned the shirt neckline, pulled the sleeves to the elbow position, and made himself look more relaxed Just pushed the car door and went out.
The teenager in front was wearing shorts and was having fun on the beach, with warm smiles between his eyebrows.
Jing Sui stood aside and looked away.
He wanted to go up a bit, but he couldn't move forward. He thought a lot these days. He thought that the reason why the teenager did that might be forced, or it might be related to the car accident.
There is a reason why a teenager is so kind and never bears to hurt anyone, but has to deceive himself.
The long-lasting deep love, pain, and blame for regret have smoothed out the pride in his heart. When he learned the truth, he could no longer blame the person for resentment.
For him, the reason for the teenager to lie to him is no longer important, what is important is that he does not love himself.
Even if he had paid so much for him, he could not shake such an iron heart. In the eyes of the teenager, his love is probably a joke, and he is just a false person.
He exhausted all his love, just a self-made amorous feeling.
This time Jing Sui was on the verge of collapse. Everything, his beloved ones, and even his own existence were completely rejected, but he could not really collapse, even when he was in pain, his reasoning remained Clear, thoughts are still clear, the heart is still beating ...
He found that he still wanted to see that person.
Still can't let go.
So he organized the meeting and deliberately asked employees to bring their family members in order to be able to meet the teenager again. The boy really appeared in front of him again, and he saw him step by step again, but after seeing it? What do you want to do? Did he think clearly?
Blame him? Question him? Hurt him?
Jing Sui ridiculed himself and chuckled, how could he do such a thing? How willing to hurt this person again?
Even if he has the ability to avenge each other.
He didn't want to do that either.
It doesn't make sense anymore, does it?
But he is a person who doesn't love you. What else can he do besides making him really hate you? It only makes the ridiculous self look even more embarrassed.
Maybe, I should let go.
Reason tells him this way, but emotionally and ruthlessly controls his body, allowing him to do irrational things.
Jing Sui stood there like that, watching it for a long time, but never came forward.
The waves in front of one another followed a sudden wind, and a large wave came, and a group of people were drowned by the waves, and everyone hurriedly ran out. Jing Sui Dingding looked ahead, waiting for the teenager to appear in his sight again.
But after dozens of seconds, the teenager did not show up.
Jing Sui's complexion changed suddenly, and he rushed to it without thinking, panicking into the water, looking around anxiously! Strong fear chilled his blood. Where was Ji Ling? Why can't I see it?
Why did it disappear in a blink of an eye?
Suddenly he touched his hand in the water-to a slender arm and pulled it up hard, the teenager's face flushed and coughed sharply.
One of Ji Ling just choked the water without paying attention, and his nose and throat were terribly unfortunate. Fortunately, someone pulled him out of the water. His coughing tears flowed against the man's body. It took him a long time to come back to God. Who is the other party and said unexpectedly: "Mr. Fu?"
Ji Ling squinted his eyes, and Mr. Fu even wore a shirt when he came to the beach. It was really rigorous ... and now the men's rigorous and neat shirts are all wet-and stick to his body to show strong muscle lines, dripping smoothly With his hair dripping down, the cold face tightened tightly at this moment, looking at his deep and terrible eyes.
Jing Sui hugged the young man's arm tightly, and his chest slightly fluctuated. At that moment, he lost the young man's fear again.-He lived in his heart, that moment ... The so-called resentment all seemed so insignificant.
He really cares about him.
Ji Ling looked at Jing Sui and said, "Thank you, I'm fine ..."
The temperature of the boy came from Jing Sui's palm, and the boy's thin body leaned in his arms, warming his cold blood a little bit.
I caught you again, don't want to let go, don't want to let go, just want to take you away, so that you can never leave me, can no longer lie to me, punish you to stay with me forever.
Impulsiveness, desire-darkness, and darkness, he unwillingly raised his head in his heart.
But in the end it was suppressed by reason.
Jing Sui slowly let go of his hand, and said in a low voice: "It's all right."
He stepped out of the water, silent for a moment, and turned to leave.
Ji Ling watched the back of the man leaving blankly, and touched his head stupidly. This Mr. Fu is really strange, his attitude and expression are weird, he suddenly appeared and then left suddenly. Well, it doesn't seem to be for fun ... but thank you very much just now.
Because of the accident just now, Ji Ling simply no longer surfed, sitting on the beach and drinking mobile phone while drinking.
When it was dark, I returned to the hotel with my friends.
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In order to prevent Yang Wei from worrying, Ji Ling didn't talk to her mother about the little accident after going back.
After dinner, Ji Ling was a little too early to sleep, so she went for a walk in the garden alone to digest her food.
This hotel is luxurious and the garden is very delicate. It is as beautiful as the imperial palace. Ji Ling suddenly remembered the original imperial palace in the interstellar world scene ...
He walked and saw a dimly lit corner, standing with a man.
I was about to avoid, but accidentally discovered that it was Mr. Fu. Thinking of the daytime, Ji Ling stepped forward and smiled, "You are here, too."
Although he hasn't seen many times, he has a good sense of this president, not annoying, and very kind.
Jing Sui raised his eyes, and the dark eyes appeared darker and darker in the night, like black holes that could not see through. The shadow cut a clear outline on his face, dark and cold, like the gully of the abyss.
Ji Ling looked at his eyes, some couldn't look away, as if those black eyes were endless sorrow, he wanted to absorb people.
It reminded him of the first meeting.
Ji Ling froze and said subconsciously, "Are you unhappy?"
However, as soon as he finished speaking, he realized that he had said something he shouldn't say. This is the big boss of his mother! He and he are not familiar with asking such words, how is it inappropriate?
He stood there awkwardly, hesitantly uneasy, at this moment Jing Sui suddenly spoke, his voice hoarse and deep, slowly said: "Have you ever really loved someone?"
Ji Ling: "..."
He couldn't wait to slap himself with his mouth open. What was he asking just now? Here comes the Seikanbo, and you have to be asked such an awkward question ...
Really heard the smell of dog blood drama.
Ji Linggan laughed: "No, I haven't been in love."
Jing Sui Dingding looked at him, deep in his eyes, and slowly looked, it turned out to be like this ...
It turns out that not only do you not love me, even in your eyes, those pasts have nothing to do with feelings, and you can veto without hesitation.
This is really a much colder answer than I did.
I thought that even if you didn't love me, at least, you touched and cared a little bit, but in fact it didn't. My feelings can only be exchanged for you: I have never been in love.
You don't love me or hate me, I'm just an insignificant being in your eyes.
Even if this had been expected, but when he heard it, he still felt like a blunt knife, relentlessly stirred in the heart, the pain spread to the limbs, but his expression remained unchanged.
Jing Sui raised his lips and said, "I really love someone."
Ji Ling: "..."
Jing Sui looked faint and calmly, "I used to think he loved me too, so he wanted to love him and make up for him at all costs, but then I realized that ... he never actually loved me The words he said to love me were lies, and after I fell in love with him, he left mercilessly. "
Ji Ling: "..." I went to this president to be a bit miserable and lost the face of the president.
Jing Sui looked at his eyes and said, "My love is just wishful thinking, but despite this, I find that I still can't let him go, isn't it ridiculous?"
What? Are you asking me?
How does this answer me! Ji Ling was embarrassed and embarrassed, and for a long while, gave a dry laugh: "This ..."
Jing Sui stepped forward and chuckled: "What? You don't believe it?"
Ji Ling said, I do n’t want to believe it, it ’s too bizarre, I do n’t know if I should believe it. This kind of drama is not filmed now. As a dignified president, you are so busy at work, and you have trouble getting in the way. ...
Jing Sui looked at Ji Ling's expression, opened the corner of his mouth ironically, grabbed his hand, pressed it gently on his own heart, lowered his head near him, and muttered in his ear: "You think People like me shouldn't be trapped in love, so they feel incredible, don't they? "
Ji Ling's expression suddenly freezes.
You, do you read minds? !!
The look of self-deprecation in Jing Sui's eyes grew stronger. Look, you are the most ruthless and sane person. I really feel ashamed of this. He smiled, and said lightly: "As long as you are human, if you have the heart, you may fall in love with others, even if you look indifferent."
But do you have a heart?
Even if you don't look indifferent.
Ji Lingxuan looked into his eyes. At this moment, it seemed that he was finally infected by his sorrow. It seemed that he could feel his emotions a little, and suddenly he was a little sad, because it reminded him of Jing Sui ...
He lied to Jing Sui.
He whispered that he loved him, but he was the one who loved him least.
If Jing Sui knew the truth one day, would he be as sad as he is now?
Ji Ling didn't know.
Jing Sui closed her eyes, lowered her head, and a ray of hair fell from her forehead. After a long while, her lips were slowly said, "I met him again now. What do you think I should do?"
Ji Ling was silent for a long time. He raised his eyes and said seriously: "That person is not worth your love. You should put down the past and start again. Think of him as a passerby. You will definitely meet someone who truly loves you."
As a president with everything, why bother for a liar?
Ji Ling suddenly sympathized with him.
But I don't know why. As soon as he finished this sentence, he saw that the eyes of the man suddenly became terrible. It seemed to eat him, Ji Ling was shocked and looked at the man blankly.
Is it hard to say something wrong?
Is he comforted?
Jing Sui stared at Ji Ling with a husky, ridiculous laughter in his throat. You want me to put you down, stay away from you, and even hope that I forget you ...
There is no trace of perseverance, clean and decisive.
I didn't even think about it.
Just like in that world.
Ji Lingxuan looked at the man. His palms were still resting on the heart of the man. He could feel the powerful heartbeat. The temperature through his palm seemed to melt him. The strange atmosphere was unknowingly growing. At this moment, he saw the frost on the man's face again, as if the scary expression just now was just his illusion.
A smile emerged from Jing Sui ’s lips, and she chuckled: "Thank you for your explanation. You are right, I should let go of the past and start again. Instead of stopping for a person who doesn't love myself, it is better to like a worthy people."
Ji Ling saw that he was finally back to normal, and he felt a sigh of relief, and wanted to withdraw his hand and leave from here. As a result, the man's hand was violently forced to pull his wrist forward.
Ji Ling hit him by surprise and looked up at the man's face stupidly.
I saw him holding his waist in one hand, with dark eyes, looking at his eyes dumbly, "I can, do you like you?"
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