Chapter 83: near

Ji Ling was aggressive, his eyes were dull.
I really don't understand what I just said has any logical relationship with the man's confession ...
He looked at the man's deep, gentle black eyes. In those eyes, there was no half-smiling joke, only seriousness, Ji Ling's face was slightly hot, embarrassing.
I'm telling you to come out and start again, but you can't just confess yourself just to confess!
Was this decision too hasty? !!
Ji Ling almost wanted to blurt out and say that he didn't like men, but in his mind flashed those words that Ning Yue questioned him. The thing that he had been so sure of was suddenly not so sure. If he hovered on the tip of his tongue, he could not export.
After a while, he froze, and whispered, "You, you don't like me."
Ji Ling reached out to push Jing Sui and wanted to leave from here.
But the man's hand imprisoned him like an iron clamp. He didn't seem to be surprised by his refusal. He was still obsessed, his eyes were dark, his voice was slow and low: "Why?"
Ji Ling was completely dumbfounded. For the first time, he met such a dead-headed president. I refused you. Why would you ask? Why is there such a thing? Isn't it good to give each other some face?
Jing Sui stared into his eyes and slowly said, "Of course there is a reason not to like a person, so why do you hate me?"
Ji Ling: "... I didn't say I hate you."
Jing Sui raised his lips: "Then you just like me?"
Ji Ling: "I didn't say I liked you!"
Jing Sui said slowly: "Since you don't hate me, how can you say you don't like me?"
Ji Ling: ...
This is simply rogue logic. Ji Ling can't help crying and laughing. Please look at your identity. You are my mother's boss! Is it appropriate for me to say such a thing? what? !!
If you fall in love with your mother's boss, and you are also your mother's male boss, Ji Ling can hardly imagine how beautiful the day the thing was known!
He held his hot face, his eyes rolled, and said, "Why do you like me? If you like someone, you have a reason, right?"
Jing Sui looked at the sly eyes of the boy in his arms, his dodging expression, as if returning to the past.
At that time, he mistakenly thought that the teenager liked himself, and in the face of his pressing, the teenager also stepped back. At that time, he thought it was the shyness of the teenager. Now he understands that he just does not want to accept himself and does not want to be with him. Closeness, no other reason.
But he was nostalgic for him and fell in love with him, even if he never had himself in his heart.
At the bottom of Jing Sui's heart, pain and softness intersected, he laughed lowly: "You need a reason?"
Ji Ling nodded strongly! He counted in his heart, we have only seen three times in total!
Jing Sui's voice was low and dumb: "Only when I see you, can I forget that person, forget his deception to me, forget the fact that he left me ... Only you make me feel that I can fall in love with someone again . "
Ji Ling: ... Booming, which dog blood drama was filmed at this scene?
Ji Ling swallowed a bit, regretting that he had just made a few blunders. He groaned for a moment and then said: "I think it's better to think about it carefully, after all, it's someone you have loved for so long. Was it a bit hasty to let go? What if you regret it later ... "
Jing Sui sighed softly, "You just persuaded me to let him down, saying he wasn't worth my like."
Ji Ling: I know that qaq is wrong
Jing Sui looked at his eyes, a bitter smile on his lips, and his voice seemed to have a painful meaning in his low voice: "So, you just hate me so much that you would let me continue to like someone who is not worthy of like, Give me a chance, don't you? "
Ji Ling: "... No."
Jing Sui asked him again: "Then you are disgusting that I have loved someone else?"
Ji Ling: "... It's not." He wasn't so ky. He had a history of feeling that he was abandoning others, which was far worse than that he was not a virgin-male-virgin.
Jing Sui said: "Then you think I am older than you?"
Ji Ling: "... It's okay, too." He was only in his teens, and he had even seen an uncle like Carlos.
Jing Sui smiled slightly: "Then you don't seem to have a reason to dislike me. In that case, why don't you accept my love for you?"
Ji Ling was finally speechless and panicked away from Jing Sui's sight.
He looked behind Jingsui, his face pale and his voice of panic slightly raised: "Mom, why are you here?"
Said violently pushing Jing Sui.
Jing Sui slightly froze, finally let go of his hand, his face changed slightly, he turned to look behind him, but there was no one behind him.
Ji Ling ran away.
Jing Sui froze and realized that Yang Wei didn't come. He turned his head and looked at the back of the boy's escape. For a long while, he gave a self-deprecating chuckle. There was some sadness in the laughter, and some loneliness in relief.
You really haven't changed at all. You are still used to running away from me again and again. The truth was close to me but I didn't see it ... It's me who is stupid and blinded by the illusion. This obvious fact hasn't been used for a lifetime See through.
This is the real you, leaving all you in disguise.
The one who obviously doesn't love me, but makes me unable to let go.
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Ji Ling used the plan to get rid of Jing Sui, and fled back like a fire, but his heart was really terrible. Did he trigger any overbearing president who fell in love with my flag? How can you even encounter such a sharp weapon!
Thinking of Mr. Fu's words, until now there is a kind of unrealistic feeling, like dreaming.
He patted his face, felt calm and returned to his room.
That night Ji Ling had a nightmare again.
He even dreamed that Jing Sui also wore it. Jing Sui saw the novel, and then grabbed him angrily and asked him why he should lie to him. He could only cry and say that he was not intentional, he It was also forced, but Jing Sui didn't listen at all and directly locked him into a small black room ...
The next day Ji Ling got up and found that his clothes were sweaty-he wiped a cold sweat, and thought that he really thought about it, how could Mr. Fu be so calm if Jing Sui was? It will definitely be blackened!
And no matter what, if you really bend, it's impossible to fall in love with your mother's boss!
Let's go back together.
On the way back, Ji Ling started to make an ostrich shape. Although he felt that Mr. Fu should not be widely spoken by the public, he was still very uncomfortable, lest he be found by the other party and wish to reduce his sense of existence.
Jing Sui's eyes fell on the young man's body, watching him play his mobile phone with his head down, without squinting, and laughed at himself.
It seems that I really do not want to see me.
He was silent for a while and turned around when he was about to enter the waiting room. Shen Zhuoming said in surprise: "General Fu, where are you going?"
Jing Sui said lightly: "Buy milk tea."
Shen Zhuoming: "..."
Ji Ling was sitting next to her mother, she was looking down at her cell phone, and she would rather send a message to him and ask him when he would return, saying there was something to find him.
Ji Ling took his ticket and issued it, saying that he would be back today.
Ning Kehan ​​said yes, waiting for you to come back and contact you.
Ji Ling was absent-minded and didn't know what Ning Kehan ​​was looking for himself ... Suddenly, a long, good-looking hand was stretched out in front of him, holding a cup of milk tea in his hand.
He raised his head stupidly, facing the handsome and gentle face of the man, and couldn't help but twitch a little.
Jing Sui thin lips slightly raised: "For you."
Ji Ling: "..."
This is not right, the dignified president went to buy me milk tea, this is what my boyfriend does ...
Please pay attention to your image, my mother is sitting beside me!
Yang Wei also saw this scene, and she stood up politely and unexpectedly, "General Manager Fu, what are you doing? It's very kind."
Jing Sui smiled slightly: "It's just a matter of raising a hand. I like Xiao Ling very much, and I am very close to him."
Xiao Ling fell into Ji Ling's ears, and his body was stiff, as if held by something, sitting silently without moving.
Yang Wei looked at Jing Sui's gentle appearance and smiled. Although this man always seemed serious and dare not to be despised when he was working, he was still a young man in front of her in normal times. A lot easy going, I didn't expect him to get along with his silly son.
She looked back and found that Ji Ling still looked at Jing Sui innocently, without reaching out to pick it up, and patted her son's head: "Thank you, Mr. Fu."
Ji Ling just looked back. He stood up and reached for milk tea. His fingertip accidentally touched Jing Sui's fingertips, and he quickly collected it like an electric shock. He didn't dare to look at him. Thank you."
Jing Sui's voice was mute: "You're welcome."
He rubbed the boy's head casually, then turned around and left.
Yang Wei then looked down at her son and laughed, "When this child, have you been so familiar with President Fu, why haven't you seen you say anything?"
Ji Ling is in a difficult position. He wants to say that we are not familiar with it! I've only seen it a few times in total! But people have confessed to me.
How did he tell his mother about this?
He had no choice but to say, "Actually, it's not very familiar ..."
Ji Ling finished speaking, lest her mother bring up the topic again, looked at the time, and said, "Ah, it's almost time, let's go in line!"
When Yang Wei saw that her son didn't want to mention it again, she shook her head with a smile.
Fortunately, Jing Sui was sitting in the first class on the plane, and Ji Ling and his mother were both sitting outside, so they would not meet again, so he was relieved. He turned off the phone and looked at the tea with milk in his complex expression, tightening his fingers slightly.
If, if he is really Jing Sui ...
Is this possible?
The man he said was talking about loving him, but actually the one who lied to him and left him relentlessly?
Ji Ling closed her eyes and was afraid to continue thinking.
Sometimes he feels like a coward. When he encounters a problem, he wants to avoid it. When he can't choose something, he wants to run away. He always runs away and escapes. He never thought about facing the problem, but ... he really Just don't know how to face it.
This complicated emotional problem has gone beyond what he can handle.
He couldn't think of any other way than escape.
Ji Ling quietly opened her eyes a slit, looked at her mother, and was convinced that she had returned home. Then her heart slowly settled down, and she closed her eyes and fell asleep before long.
A few hours later, the plane landed at the airport.
Yang Wei pushed her sleeping son and said quietly, "Xiao Ling, here it is."
Ji Ling rubbed his eyes stupidly, followed his mother to get off the plane, looked up and saw Jing Sui inadvertently, the man looked at him from afar, raised his corner of the mouth and smiled at him.
Ji Ling: ...
His face was red-hearted, and he didn't dare to look at it again. Pulling his mother to speed up the pace, hurry away, he will be intercepted if he does not leave, he has this feeling of foreboding!
Yang Wei looked at her son puzzled, "What are you doing so fast ..."
Ji Ling could not explain the reason, and had to embarrassed and smiled.
At this moment the man in front of the right voice said deeply: "If you are in a hurry, I'll send you back."
Ji Ling said: Oops, late.
Yang Wei did not expect Jing Sui to come over again, and said unexpectedly: "I really don't have to worry about it, we can just take a taxi and go back."
Jing Sui smiled slightly, and his gaze fell on Ji Ling: "Not troublesome."
Ji Ling was stiff and nervous, and he guessed that Mr. Fu would not give up easily, lest he no longer hide his pursuit in public, let himself not come down to the stage, or be noticed by his mother, when he was anxious, a sound came from the front Clear female voice: "Jiling! You are back!"
Ji Ling turned his head stupidly, and saw Ning Kehan ​​raised his hand and waved vigorously at him, saying, "I'm here to pick you up!"
Ji Ling looked at her in shock. Ning Kehan ​​asked when she would come back, but she didn't say she would come to pick up the plane? What is even more surprising is that the tall, upright and handsome young man standing next to her is showing a kind smile to him ...
He suddenly understood why Ning Hanhan asked his whereabouts.
Yang Wei also saw Ning Kehan, a young and beautiful girl, she turned her head and asked Ji Ling in a low voice, "Who is she?"
Ji Ling: "My classmate ..."
"Oh, classmate ~" Yang Wei said meaningfully. She looked at her son admiringly. How long has it been since the start of school, and there is such a beautiful girl coming to pick up the plane, I'm afraid that she will have a daughter-in-law.
Ji Ling: "..." Mom, your radar is not accurate, really.
He squinted at Mr. Fu, and then looked at Ning Kehan, and finally, with smiling and smiling eyes at Shang Ning, he just felt like a prehistoric scumbag, facing the cruel Shura field and the rollover scene!
How to do qaq
In a blink of an eye, Ning Kehan ​​and Ning Yu had already come over.
Ning Kehan ​​was very enthusiastic and greeted Yang Wei, saying sweetly, "Are you Ji Ling's mother? You are really young and beautiful!" Then she turned to Ning Yu and said, "Brother you say is not it?"
Ning Yu looked at Yang Wei and smiled: "Aunt really looks very young and very temperament."
Yang Wei was overwhelmed by the siblings. How could this girl talk so much, her mouth is so sweet, and her brother looks like a very polite young man. Both siblings make people feel good.
Ji Ling: No, you are obviously her uncle! Is it appropriate to descend from this status?
Ning Kehan ​​hit the iron while he was hot, looking forward to Yang Wei: "Aunt Mu can let Ji Ling go out with us?"
Yang Wei could not agree, with a bright smile: "Of course you can."
Ji Ling: "..."
Jing Sui looked at all this calmly, his gaze crossed Ning Kehan, and finally landed on Ning Yu's face, his eyes looked slightly cold.
Judging from Ji Ling's dodging eyes and small movements just now, this man is the existence that keeps Ji Ling's attention, and belongs to the keen intuition of the enemy, and instantly makes him realize where the key is, the girl is just a cover.
Ning Yu raised her eyebrows, faintly glanced over Jing Sui, and finally fell on Ji Ling's body. Her voice was soft and soft: "Let's go."
Ji Ling was in a dilemma. He looked at Mr. Fu and then Ning Yue.
Either she was sent home by Mr. Fu, or she would go out to play with Ning Yuening, and she had to choose one of the two options ... instead of risking her mother to find herself pursued by his boss, alas, she was misunderstood by herself Girlfriend is better.
Less shocking.
Ji Ling made a decision, and he nodded blushingly.
Jing Sui's thin lips narrowed, his eyes darkened, and he watched Ji Ling walk towards Ning Yu's side, his sharp eyes staring at him coldly.
Ning Yu also noticed, but did n’t see anything when she did nothing. She smiled at Ji Ling and said, "Let ’s go, I invite you two to eat."
Ning Kehan ​​greeted Yang Wei with a smile and said, "Auntie, let's go, see you, auntie!"
Yang Wei smiled, thinking with relief, that when her son grew up, she knew how to fall in love.
After Ji Ling left, she turned around, and unexpectedly found that Jing Sui's face seemed a little unsightly, wondering, "General Manager Fu, what happened to you?"
Jing Sui's hands tightened tightly, half a moment, and smiled: "Nothing."
Looking at the back of Jing Sui turning away, Yang Wei always felt that there was something wrong. The boss seemed unhappy, but couldn't tell why.
What happened just now?
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In order to get rid of the awkward situation, Ji Ling agreed to leave with Ning Kehan, but felt a little embarrassed after coming out.
He felt that Ning Hanhan had become a betrayal. He even helped her uncle to chase herself. Ji Ling couldn't help voicing. Your women like it superficially. It really comes fast! Say yes to me?
Although he thought so, he dared not say.
Not only did he dare not say it, he also behaved disgustingly.
Keeping her head down while eating, she didn't even dare to look at Ning Yue.
Ning Yu looked at the boy on the opposite side, looking at his shy and embarrassed expression, couldn't help sighing, a look of helplessness appeared in his eyes.
Suddenly he remembered the real emotions that the boy inadvertently showed in his eyes in those worlds, those expressions that did not match his identity and didn't match his behavior.
At that time he never understood what it was for.
The young man seems to love Jing Sui so much, that he loves everything at all costs, that he can die for Jing Sui, that he can save Jing Sui, who he hates most, and who he is targeting.
So much so that he was deceived, he thought the teenager really loved Jing Sui.
At that time, reason was better than emotion.
If his heart is destined to be inconclusive, then it is better to fulfill the teenager's love, even if it is necessary to personally send him to Jing Sui.
So when Ji Ling came to him for a duel, he deliberately released water to stimulate his potential, and gave the opportunity for Jing Sui to save him. Within the scope of what he could do, he tried his best to do what he could do. He used to think Just what a teenager needs.
Facing the rebirth of Carlos, he deliberately hijacked the boy and told him that it was Carlos who wanted his life, so as to be wary of the boy not to believe in Carlos' conspiracy.
He thought this time the teenager could get his wish and get happiness.
And those things that he does need not be known or appreciated at all.
But later he found himself wrong. The boy still left Jingsui again and was still deceived by Carlos. Even if many things changed, the tragedy seemed to be repeating ... When the boy and Carlos signed a marriage contract, they were still unhappy. The civilians had compassion, and when he helped others, he couldn't help showing up.
He asked him, are you happy?
The boy didn't answer his question, but his eyes told him the answer.
It turns out that fulfillment doesn't make you happy and happy. At about that moment, he finally didn't control his inner thoughts and desires, and did the only thing he shouldn't do. He took the boy from Emperor Star and indulged himself. To go near him and test him ...
He wanted to know what the teenager really wanted.
He seemed to understand something now.
The teenager probably just wants to go home. Here, he can be himself as he pleases. He doesn't need to disguise, he doesn't need to be afraid. He can live a bland and happy life, and have family and friends who love him.
He didn't want to stay in that world, beside anyone ... no matter whether it was Jing Sui, Carlos, or himself, no one wanted him.
And he probably didn't hope that they came to his world and disturbed his peace.
Ning Yu withdrew her thoughts, hiding the complexity of her eyes.
Ning Kehan ​​sat next to Ning Yu, being careful not to say a word, and eating stuffy. She was still making electric bulbs for the first time, lest Ning Yu was too upset, and her sports car was about to fly away.
As a person, you must have self-knowledge. She glanced at Ning Yu, and saw her uncle's fingers gently tapping on the cup. Immediately stood up and said to Ji Ling: "I remember that I still have something to do. Let's go first. Eat slowly and leave me alone!"
Ji Ling almost wanted to reach out to Er Kang: Don't go!
But would rather leave the wind generally.
Don't give him a chance to respond at all.
He looked back stiffly, and then faced the deep black eyes of Shang Ningyu with a stiff smile on his face.
Ning Yu looked calm and looked at him gently, and said lightly, "If I like you and it bothers you, just treat me as an ordinary friend."
Ji Ling froze.
Ning Yu raised her mouth with a joke: "Who stipulates that being a lover cannot even be a friend? I want to pursue you because I like you and I like someone who wants him to be happy. As long as you don't want to, I can be away. Show it before anyone, so you don't need to have any psychological burden. "
Ji Ling listened. He felt inexplicably guilty. He felt as if he had been seen through this person. He knew what he was concerned about and what he was worried about, so he explained all his troubles before he said it.
Leave him speechless.
Ning Yu smiled: "Emotional matters should be voluntary by both parties. You don't need to pay attention to my thoughts. You only need to obey your own thoughts. I also hope that you can think carefully and give me a reply."
Ji Ling said, "I ..."
Ning Yu suddenly raised her finger and gently pressed Shang Jiling's lips to stop his next words. She raised a brow and smiled: "I said very clearly just now. I hope to get your thoughtful response instead of a hasty rejection. If you're not sure what you want now, give each other a little time ... "
"Let's do this ..." Ning Yu looked at him deeply, a warm smile appeared in the bottom of his eyes: "After two months, give me the answer, okay?"
Ji Ling's face was hot, you, what can you say to me ...
You're all spoken out!
These remarks are clear and logical. If I reject you now, it seems to be really rash and disrespectful ...
If Ning Yu retracted her hand casually, she smiled calmly, changed a topic, and said lightly, "Yes, the last movie was good, let's go and see."
Ji Ling: "Oh ..."
Not long after, Ning Yu bought cola, popcorn, and movie tickets, and entered the cinema with Ji Ling.
Ji Ling hadn't figured it out yet, why did he watch a movie with him? He has already sat down ...
The movie is really good and very attractive. Ji Ling is not the first time to watch a movie with a boy. He and his classmates have seen it. It is not unusual to say that. But at that time, being with the boys would not make him wonder at all, but since going to the interstellar world, it is almost like opening the door to a new world ...
Ji Ling felt that his mind had really changed. He would now be shy when he saw a man approaching him, and he could no longer say that he was straight!
He glanced quietly at the young people around him, but Ning Yue looked at it with concentration.
Ji Ling slowly became less nervous, and also invested in the movie. She twisted popcorn while eating, and saw the bottom while eating, and her stomach was full. She was about to find a tissue to wipe her hands. The young man reached out his hand, gently-holding his palm, gently and carefully wiping each finger with a wet paper towel, and then a good smile appeared, "OK."
In the darkness, the projected light fell on his handsome side face, and the light in the black eyes seemed to flash as the picture changed, making Ji Ling's heart beat for a beat.
The story in the movie is reaching its climax.
The hidden spy heroine said to the heroine before leaving: If I can come back and never lie to you, please give me a chance to love you.
Ning Yu smiled, her eyes bent, and she approached the boy slightly, making a very light voice: "Actually, I also have a secret, do you want to know ... as long as you ask me, I will tell you."
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