Chapter 31: Thought

The wind carried a choke, and it was just a few feet away from the left shoulder.
The turbulence around him suddenly changed from rapid surge to easing. The original storm and rain ceased without warning, as if who had performed the fixation.
There was darkness in front of me, only the sense of touch and hearing, and the breathing sound of practicing children was just above his head, reminding the time to continue.
Her breathing should be slightly disturbed. If she does not change her face even after practicing one or two hours of exercises like usual, this slightly disturbed breathing lasts for a while, then I heard a deeper than usual The voice sounded, "You, open your eyes." After a pause, seeing no response, even more anxious, said sharply: "You open my eyes and raise your head!"
Unfortunately, I ca n’t do what she wants, because once we do that, it will be the beginning of our confrontation. I ’m afraid I ca n’t control my eyes or my mouth. A slight touch immediately erupted, and I had no choice but to stand still and pretend to be a cold body.
But the neckline tightened the next time, and the man was half-knelt pulled deadlifted, listening to the sound that seemed to have exploded in his ears, "What are you doing? Raising your head to see if I can talk well? It's so yin and yang You weren't like that before! "
In fact, she was right, everything was because of me, so she must not be able to bear it, but the sound of blame at the moment seemed to be pouring oil on the fire, so that the final imprisonment cracked and cracked. , But he breathed heavily, his hands tightened into fists, and he seemed to lose control.
When the moment came, it was a sudden sentence from Master, which saved the situation.
"Exercise, that's enough." I heard her talking over there. At the beginning, it was still far away, and the next sentence was near. "You step back and let me talk to your sister."
This unexpected intervention made the heart tense to the string that was about to trigger, and the Seoul slowed down a lot.
In the face of Master's order, the practised rehearsal was unwilling to execute. After a long day of trouble, I listened to her in silence anyway, but in the end, she obeyed the master and was reluctant I loosened my collar, stomped, and went away.
"Xian Er ..." After the footsteps went away, Master said again: "Okay, now you can open your eyes, right?"
This sentence is a negotiated sentence, but it is not a negotiated tone. No matter how angry I can be, I can talk to the master, but I ca n’t talk to the master. Besides, in that period of time, I have regained control of that inexplicable emotion. Now, hearing Master say this, he slowly opened his eyes.
But after all, I still feel guilty, I dare not look directly, but just look at the ground, bowing and concealing: "Disciple ... ashamed ..."
"Well, don't cover it up anymore. You have emotions and don't understand the practice. Don't you understand it for the teacher?" The fingers stretched out on the forehead flicked twice, and then the master laughed: "Just, I didn't expect that when you were so sloppy, you thought that as long as you had a chance, you would still be willing to communicate with Lianer. I didn't expect it to hurt you in vain."
He moved his mouth and didn't know how to answer, but when he saw the next sentence, he smiled and said, "Say, what's the matter? You can't talk to the teacher if you don't know how to train. "
Once, I hope that there is such a person in this world that can make me frank and innocent. Once, I thought that Master and Lianer were such candidates, but now I know that I ca n’t talk to anyone, I ca n’t talk about it. In addition to the heavens and earth ghosts, only one person will always rot in the stomach.
But on the other hand, I did n’t want to lie to Master from the bottom of my heart, and I knew that lying to her was not easy. In the conflict between the two, hesitated for a long time, except for muttering: "Master ..." .
"It's nothing." After waiting a long time, I still couldn't see my words. The master was not angry, but he suddenly sighed and patted my head and said, "In fact, if you don't say anything, you have guessed a bit for the teacher. You Ah, since that day, there has been nothing wrong, so why bother?
I heard that my heart suddenly jumped.
I looked up, in addition to the incredible, panic, but in front of me, Master's expression came into view, clearly and peacefully, and even brought some thoughtful loving smiles.
Seeing her look like this, the panic that grew out of her heart slowly diminished again.
I know Master is terrific, but I do n’t think she will be so terrible. After all, my dim thoughts are too shocking and shocking. Ordinary people are wisdom, how can they easily guess? I ’m afraid it ’s just that I ’ve been misunderstood by Master, and I just want to be distorted. In fact, if that ’s the case, it ’s a good thing ... I just pay for it, and I do n’t talk anymore.
The Master was surprised when I saw her face, and maybe she really thought she was right. She couldn't help but bring some sorrow and asked me, "Follow me for ten years, right?"
I don't know what the purpose of this question was, and I honestly answered, "Well, the follower was six years old, following Master, and now it's more than ten years." The voice dropped, and after a while, she heard a sigh: "... Yeah, every time I think about pros at the festival, no matter how noisy, after all, it can't be broken ... "
This sigh came a bit inexplicably. Instead of speaking to me, I was talking to myself. I took a peek at it in confusion, and saw that Master looked a bit like when I drank that evening. I wondered. Could there be any other days apart from Master ’s birthday a few days ago? If it is, then Master just pretends to be ignorant, but I and Lianer really do n’t know, but it ’s just that she has such a sentence because she wrestled with Master ’s mind.
But, what does that have to do with me?
I have n’t waited for a clue, but I saw Master slowly turn around and faced me, saying with gratitude: "Remember that I said when I took you away, from now on, whether I will return or not, acknowledge or disapprove, It ’s up to you to marry or not to marry, and no one can manipulate you in this world, do you remember?

Although I do n’t understand, I still nodded heavily. For myself, this sentence has rewritten this life. It is definitely a fresh memory, just like yesterday.
Seeing that I nodded, Master smiled, and then said, "Since you remember, then you should know that you have always won a lot of money for the teacher. After saying that no one in the world can manipulate you, naturally, including the teacher." She paused. After a meal, I looked into my eyes and said positively: "So you don't have to hesitate, what you want to do is don't worry about me, and don't worry about practicing."
If I hadn't guessed her mind before, at this moment, I would really think she was suggesting something.
But because of guessing, reason tells me that there must be another reason for it-the past few days are for Master's birthday, whether or not we have forgotten any special day, but it did awaken Master's mind and remind her A distant relative, she is so. After seeing me, she also has a lot of heart. Naturally, it is easy to misunderstand that I am the same as her. If I contact the previous words, I clearly think that I am ...
After I figured it out, I was relieved and was trying to justify Master's relief, but after a while I thought about it.
The idea was so big that I was so confused on the spot.
On that night, the days were peaceful, and Lianer didn't know what to mess with outside. Master was still in the stone room to continue her big business, and I was holding a miscellaneous book, holding the oil lamp on the table, watching absent-minded.
Not long after, someone hit outside and came in.
I do n’t have to look up to see. I know who came in by the steps, bored in the hole, and she does n’t like reading, so as long as I ’m fine, I love to play outside, and when the play is almost back, it ’s time to rest.
So I got up habitually, put down the book in my hand, and was about to blow the lamp, but was stopped by one hand.
"Who wants you to turn off the lights? I still have something to do, I'll ask you to do it." Most of her temperament came quickly and quickly, although this time I don't think she has been depressed, but from this sentence alone, I really can't hear much negative emotions, at least calmer than day, I don't know how much.
Hesitating for a moment, still raised her head, this time facing her eyes, asking softly, "What's wrong?"
I know that after that thought, my mentality changed subtly, making me not want to avoid her too much, let her down, and make her sad.
It should have been unexpected that I would get such a positive response. Lianer stayed blank, first passing a trace of surprise, then obviously feeling better, showing a simple happy smile, and shaking the small bottle in my hand and saying: "Listen Mine is, go, lay down beside the bed, right, take off your clothes too. "
I was pushed and pushed to the bed by her, and when I heard this, I was shocked and said nervously, "You, wait, what do you want to do?"
"Apply medicine." She kept on hand, and continued to shove while answering, and drove people to the couch, just taking the time to brighten the vial in my hand: "I am very powerful Don't say you don't hurt. "
After hearing what she said, I just saw the efficacy of the vial. This is a kind of cannabis medicine we bought from Yamashita Langzhong. After all, I live in the mountains for a long time, and I often practice martial arts. Standing, but I didn't expect that Lianer would toss it out of the storage in the outer cave so late.
She knew what she wanted to do, and she felt a little softer, but her embarrassment came along. At this time, she had to be pushed down and had to sit down on the couch. I ignored other things and had to ask softly: " Wait a minute, wait for a while, those who hurt me will do it myself, you ... let me take the medicine myself, will you? " in.
She was aware of my intentions before she reached out half, and she avoided my hand when she was light, and said with a stern face: "Let's do it yourself, will you do it? Where do I hit? I remember, How many times on your back did you come up and look at? "Then she rolled her eyes and said," Isn't that ... you shouldn't be afraid of pain, would you dare not let me take medicine? "
This person, when it ’s time to make the stimulus come, and it is so obvious, I ca n’t help laughing, she ca n’t help reminding me, just a reminder, it ’s really a hot pain for a day, let alone push it on, Difficult to provoke her unpleasantness, and also appear to be herself ... somewhat guilty ...
I turned my thoughts here and never shirk again. I secretly gritted my teeth, and under that gaze, I took off the coat gently and hesitantly. After all, I still could n’t take it anymore. Showing his back, then sitting on the couch and turning around, Ai Ai said, "That's it, um, it's all right?"
The back was quiet and there was no sound. After a while, one hand fell lightly on the skin, slightly warmer than ordinary people, and cold medicine, forming a sharp contrast, the irritated people could not help but tremble.
This mixed hot and cold touch is walking on the back, slowly and heavier, rubbing on the wound, causing pain to stiffen, leaving the wound, it is loose again and again and again between a rigid and loose , The coolness is no longer, the medicinal wine becomes hotter, the hand is hotter, and the place where it passes is painful and hot, and the scalding gradually passes the pain, the pain is no longer strong, but itches in the hotness. It was bitter, first a little bit, and then it became clear, mixed the heat, rolled it into the body, rotten bones and tendons, sour but inexplicable ironing.
In this strange sense of comfort, as if in a dream, something was stirred in the brain, fluttering suddenly, the beach was bustling, the white sand particles brought the temperature of the sun, and this was the comfort of ironing, The shadow under the sun umbrella is just right, the waves are ringing rhythmically not far away, and one hand is slowly stroking on the back with this rhythm. The cold feeling of sunscreen is mixed with strange heat, which can be heard in the ear "How about? Do you need more wiping? Xiaoying?"
I woke up suddenly!
"Are you dreaming again? What are you afraid of?" The voice behind was not someone else, but a child.
Realizing this, my mood didn't relax, I forgot that I was still disheveled, and turned to look at her face to face, listening to her continue to say, "You are not happy, you have something in your heart, I You know, it doesn't matter if you don't say it, I'll figure it out myself. "
She said that she would figure it out by herself. My trainees are always growing unknowingly. Until now, I have started to understand people's hearts, at least, my hearts.
This didn't make people happy. On the contrary, I suddenly paniced.
Late at night, everything goes silent.
Lianer slept well. It should be the best these days, because she has made up her mind to find out others' minds and other people's psychology to solve their doubts.
I stood up quietly, bypassed her with a deep breath, and tiptoed to the depths of the inner cave, in front of Master's stone room.
Through the cracks in the rock caused by the screen, I can see the light is still inside. I stood there for a long time, I don't know how much time has passed. Finally, I folded my clothes, kneeled on my knees, and folded to the end.
At the end of that conversation, Master said, no hurry, if you think clearly, come and tell me.
"Bamboo fiber, please, Master, give it home."
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Ah, no time, no inspection and no polish, come to repair at night ... OTL
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