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When the child learned the news, Master told her, and Master Yang told her.
In fact, I also understand that this is futile, because sooner or later I still have to face her various questions, but anyhow, I don't think I have the courage to say in front of her that I want to leave.
Therefore, I would rather ask Master to say that while he was packing things, he was waiting for the Xing teacher who was bound to come to intervene.
I dare not say how important she is in her heart, but I also know that she has a place in her heart, not to mention that she has a strong desire to control when she is a child, and she used me as the goal of conquering management Afterwards, although she got a lot better with each other, she could n’t be too optimistic after such a major incident.
Sure enough, it didn't take long before a noise came from behind me, turning my head, and a frosty face came into my eyes. I didn't make a noise as soon as I came in. Instead, I just looked at me quietly, even if I saw my head turned back. Never spoke.
I do n’t feel well in my heart, and I ’m so angry that I ’m not angry and laugh at the extremes, but a little lower than that is this kind of quiet cold. Compared to that, I would rather choose to face her usually. When she is angry, she is always aggressive and aggressive, even punching and kicking, which is at least a way to vent her.
She now looks like she has always been wilful in nature, too depressing. She doesn't say uncomfortable, but I do it for her.
Because of this unhappiness, I had forgotten my previous nagging, and she put aside all her feelings for a while. She was unwilling to come over, and I walked over, holding her hand silently, but in the next second I was not surprised when she waved away with a shudder. She only waved her, and I took my lead. After so many times in silence, she finally couldn't bear it. After a strong shake , Hissed: "Aren't you leaving? You're leaving now, and you still care what I do!"
In this sentence, there was bitterness in the tone, and there were many grievances. I heard a bit of aching in my heart. I thought that she knew that I was going to leave, she might be furious, or even domineeringly stop, but did not want her to react like this. For the past few years, did I not take good care of her? But now, she is so tired to be so sad.
Therefore, it is more and more firm to go, the hurting and hurting young shoots must be cut off, and it will not allow it to survive.
Pressing down on the bitterness of my heart, I stretched out my palm and held the hand of Lianer again. This time I saw her waving away. I took it smoothly, my heart was horizontal, and the spin was about to draw her closer, and I hugged in my arms .
Or just because we are leaving, we need such a hug to provide a sense of security and certainty. I indulged myself in playing with fire, and the people in my arms were invincible. There was no awkward resistance, and the appearance of being held by me was even good. Those clear eyes were staring straight at me, filled with emotions.
"Since you have heard what Master said, you should know that I am leaving this time to visit my parents and to show my filial piety ..." Considering the sentence, I spoke carefully, only to calm her mood earlier: "So, where is it from? Whatever you say? Practice is always important to me. "
In the eyes of Lian'er, he was doubtful: "Is it important?"
"It's important!" Affirmative answer, slowly, nodded firmly, in fact, the importance has already exceeded your expectations, and even exceeded my own expectations.
But after getting this answer, Lianer was still not assured, and then he added: "So, Master and me, which side is more important than your parents?"
I was silent for a moment, and it was not difficult to answer this question. There are many techniques to vaguely pass it, or ambiguous. Reason tells me that it is best to do this, because this way, I can take care of the mood of the child and let myself The excuse of leaving seems more straightforward and logical.
But when it came, in the gaze of those eyes, I still confessed: "... For me, no one in this world can beat you, Master and you."
I don't want to deceive her on this kind of problem, conceal her, and more importantly, I know that Lianer cares about this answer, and I still remember clearly that she had asked a similar question once, when she asked me, Master also liked other people? Is she affectionate for this man? More sympathetic to us?
In this world, it is only for us to practice children, and Master loves it, but at least, I can no longer let her down, even if such an answer would lead her subsequent conversation into an unfavorable situation.
Sure enough, after listening to this answer, while the girl in her arms could not help showing satisfaction and joy, she immediately began to ask unwillingly: "If this is the case, why do you want to leave? You say me and Master The most important thing is why do you want to leave us and find your parents? Isn't this strange? "
"They are the ones who gave birth to me and raised me. Even if it is not important, concern is always inevitable." With the excuses already prepared, I tried my best not to let my eyes reveal my guilty conscience: "After all, it has been more than ten years since I left, I think See how they are now, it ’s human nature, right?

This is a bit persuasive. Although Lian Er is still reluctant, but after thinking for a moment, he finally showed some signs of acceptance, raised his head and asked: "... then, when are you come back?"
This is the problem that I am most afraid of facing.
I didn't say a word. I have been thinking about how to respond to this question from the beginning. I also thought of many answers. When I came to her, I really opened my mouth, but I felt that all the answers were bad. I do n’t know when I can come back. Because I do n’t know when I can get rid of the undesired shoots, and let the relationship between each other return to the free and easy track.
However, if the date is uncertain, and you can't say it anyway, it will greatly disappoint the practitioner, and if possible, I really don't want to let her down.
Perhaps this hesitant attitude played a misleading role. The face of the practicing child froze and suddenly changed his color: "Are you not coming back ?!"
I never expected that she would imagine it so seriously, and hurriedly denied it, but because she didn't think about what to say, she would inevitably be confused: "No, no, why don't you think like that? Ca n’t you go back? You see, you and Master are here. This is where I belong, and ... And, yes, you know, Master and Master have that leap year covenant. What about me? It's impossible to ignore such a big thing, right? "
Such repeated denials just hoped that she would not think too badly, but did not expect that these words did not have a consoling effect, but made Lianer's face worse: "The leap year! You will only come back at that time! She broke away from me suddenly, took two steps back, and said with excitement: "I remember clearly, there is still ... and ..." She simply no longer counts, just shattered: "... There are so many years! If you have to wait until then, what's the difference between not coming back!"
After finishing this last sentence, she turned around with anger, and left in a gust of wind.
I want to catch up, I want to explain, and explain to her that I did n’t mean that. The leap year contract is only a symbolic bottom line, which does n’t mean that I really want to come back at that time before I want to come back. I froze for a while, but I still didn't catch up.
Even if you don't want to come back so late, when can you come back? This question is indeed unanswerable ...
Therefore, there is no position to catch up with ...
It didn't take long for me to regret this disregard.
Because after that, calm down and think about it, I think it should still be explained clearly to Lianer, at least we should not let her continue to misunderstand, our last conversation should not be ended by misunderstanding, but for the next two days, she has been in Hide from me.
This situation was really helpless, as if the role was reversed. I had been hiding from her before. When I wanted to communicate with her, I replaced her to hide from me. I could not see her for most of the day. At night I was too tired to come back. I fell asleep and fell asleep. The only time I could speak every day was when I was eating, but even at this time, she finished eating quickly, and left when the bowl was pushed. Now, if you don't say a word from beginning to end, you won't ignore me.
I waited for two days, but could n’t wait for the chance to talk to her. Master saw that I had packed everything, but I did n’t see any action, and finally asked, I did n’t dare to conceal anything except my own mind. Originally said it again.
Listen, Master nodded and said that the child was like this. If you wait, if she doesn't think she will drag you away without doing so, you will become more and more intensified. You may wish to follow the plan. A little misunderstanding, I will find the opportunity to clarify with her later, do not worry about this matter.
When Master said so, no matter how restless and hesitant, I had to nod and say yes.
In this way, at the early morning of the third day, he finally relented and took the costumes he had already prepared. After staying for a while in the residence where he had lived for nearly ten years, he finally said goodbye and left Huanglong Cave.
On this day, the only one who saw me off was the master. She ordered me a lot, but she still could n’t see her. She still disappeared when she got up early in the morning. I do n’t know if this is the case. Parting period.
Imagine how she would react when she did n’t see me at night, and the sourness and reluctance in her heart grew stronger. I walked slowly, almost looking around in three steps, hoping to see that person last Talking to her, telling her not to worry, telling her to take care of herself, there are so many words in her belly, but it will gradually drift away, and in the end, in the last glance, there is only Master standing upright.
Finally, after a few more turns, nothing was visible.
Slowly walking in the mountains and forests, walking a little bit down the mountain, every step out, I am farther away from the person I care about, and the feeling of parting has passed, and gradually, I feel that I have fallen into a kind of confusion, I do n’t know if it is now What kind of mood seems to be neither sad nor joyful, but people flutter and suddenly lack the sense of reality, as if a few strands of soul are taken away, and they are only walking with the machinery under their feet.
After all, he left, Hongchen came and went, and it was a dream for ten years.
This kind of numb forward, walked for a long time, but the landscape of the forest has not changed much, reminding himself that he has not actually gone far, at least compared with the footsteps when he went down the mountain in the past, it is simply a turtle speed.
This is not my intention to grind, but in the past, I lifted my body lightly and walked as fast as I could, but this time I felt unwilling, so I no longer rushed to work and walked down step by step. , I want to glance past the scenery that I never care about, and keep it in my mind.
It was so actionable and fancy, and suddenly I sniffed it out of thin air and stopped.
There was indeed a different smell in the surrounding air.
That is, the smell of the beast.
After I stopped, I didn't feel panic, just because there was a vague sense of familiarity in this smell, if it was not bad, it should be a group of friends I knew.
Sure enough, just after standing for a while, in the surrounding grass, many four-legged guys were gradually drilled out.
They are obviously not hostile. They are gathered on two sides in twos and threes. Although most of them are staring at me, there are no extra movements. There are several characteristics in them that are more obvious. I can recognize them. There is still a sense of trust in them, so they are more suspicious than vigilant.
It is still early in the morning, and it is reasonable to say that it is the time to rest after the wolves have been active overnight. This place is close to the mountain and far away from their range of activities as I know it. Why do these guys somehow appear at this time in Here?
Confused thought for a while, suddenly, his mind flashed, his waist straightened.
"Lianer!" I looked around, and I shouted the name aloud. The wolf pack will not violate the natural routine for nothing, but those who can drive this pack of beasts do not have to think about it, and there is no second candidate: " Lianer! Why are you hiding? I know you are here, will you come out? Ah? "
After a call, I calmed down and listened, but the sound of the wind blowing on the leaves, except for the activities of the wolves, was silent, as if there was nothing.
But I'm pretty sure she exists.
"Lianer, why don't you come out now? Why don't you come out?" I no longer yelled. In this sentence, I only used the volume of the usual speaking, to ask her, but also to myself.
This time, after a moment of silence, a response sounded.
The familiar voice could not confirm the specific location, but it was erratic all around, like an impermanent wind.
The wind sounded so loudly: "It doesn't come out because it's not me who wants to see you off, but them, and I just lead the way for them."
"... Farewell?" Repeated in doubt, and looked at the wolves in front of them, and found that they were strange, although they seemed to be blocked in front of me in twos and twos, but none of them actually blocked the way in the middle. All just scattered on both sides of the road.
In suspicion, the wind rang again.
"So don't get it wrong, I'll see you, don't send it until you come back and don't leave, remember it for me, bamboo fiber!"
So that day, the last one to see me off did not practice.
When turning around and leaving, the wolves started tweeting, remembering that they had heard it before, when they lost a small member, and now they started again, as if they really lost another member.
In a snoring sound, I gritted my teeth, and flew away with unstoppable luck, holding back my head, but did not hold back my tears.
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It was finally sent out at noon, so that I didn't owe the bill ... The worm slowly caught ...
At this point, the whole chapter of the whole brain supplement is considered to have come to an end. Before starting a new chapter, I would like to ask for a question-after that, to the adult chapter, there is actually a small section of the main line, which is connected to the master's volt line. Chapter five or six, I was very hesitant to write or not to write, to write more comprehensively, not to write more compactly, because I feel that this article is quite verbose, so I am very confused and want to hear How do you like it
In addition, if there is no accident, the next chapter will be updated on Saturday. I hope that the time can be determined ... OTL
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