Chapter 20: The man who dare not see

Yonggang was admitted to the ideal university. Xiaodi was happy for her from the heart. She was fortunate that she didn't hold him back. Fortunately, she didn't leave home with him. How else would he have been? Opportunity to go to university! He will have a better and happier life in the future!
And Yonggang seemed to have a hint of pride, he also felt that the original idea of ​​running away from home was too simple and immature! If it were now, he would not think so. Compared to the well-known and educated girls in big cities, Ji Xiaodi is really a humble pheasant. There is really nothing to be fascinated with. !
Xiaodi didn't show up at the celebration banquet at his house. He expected that Xiaodi must have no face to see him. She must regret that she died and didn't elope with him. Of course he knew Xiaodi's situation clearly, and he even knew many things that Xiaodi didn't know.
For example, Xiaodi knows which woman Peng Jiafu has an ambiguous relationship with and who he is entangled with. He also knew that Xiaodi's mentality was uncomfortable, even without a child, life would definitely not be better. For this he was even more grateful that Xiaodi didn't go with him at the beginning, otherwise he would be the one without children! How many times did he secretly smile?
I did not marry this Xiaodi who has a family of falling eggplants. I am really lucky. Otherwise, I can only go far away, living a life of human beings and ghosts. In the end, I didn’t even have a child, and I was exhausted. Why are you tired? For this, he really wants to express his gratitude to Xiaodi!
It is the mid-autumn season. The sky in the countryside is azure blue and cloudless. The fire-breathing sun tirelessly plays with the huge tongue of fire. The branches and leaves on the trees have been mixed from dark green and light yellow unevenly, and the weeds are also lost. The vigorous, yellow and green figure kept swaying in the autumn wind, and there was a bleak scene of autumn everywhere.
That morning, after Yong Gang gave a brief thank-you note in front of his father and fellow villagers, he sneaked to Peng Jiafu’s house while no one noticed. Xiaodi didn’t bring his nephew at his parents’ house in order to avoid this scene. Tongxiang Yonggang's house is separated by a wall, and cannot be avoided at all.
Before it’s time to eat at noon, Xiaodi brought his nephew who was just one year old and was playing with a big Transformer on the sofa bed in the living room. The nephew was just curious and didn’t know how to fiddle. He had little fleshy hands. Fooling around.
The scorching air outside the house was so hot that everyone was so hot. Inside the cool room, Xiaodi looked at him lovingly by the sofa. At this moment the door opened, and when Xiaodi was unconscious, Yonggang suddenly stood in front of her. She had no response with her mouth open in consternation, and her brain was blank for a long time.
During this period of nearly a year, she also thought of him, but she only thought of him being kind to him, thinking of his sad and angry eyes when he left him, or the kind of sad eyes, let Xiao Di has a kind of guilt and self-blame for him, which is also the source of patience and even some numbness in her life.
She thought she would be his eternal pain, she thought that the most sorry person in her life was him, she thought he would never think of himself again in this life, she thought he would never want to see her again in this life. However, at this moment, he should be proud of Chunfeng, unexpectedly standing in front of his eyes.
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She really couldn't believe her eyes. Soon her brain returned to the moment when she could think. She thought he would say: He still likes her, he still loves her, and she is even afraid that he would say these things. She really has no courage. Face it.
Before she came up with the second possibility, the man had already spoken with a smug smile. His voice sounded deeper than before, his speech was still so clear, and his speaking speed was still fast: " Xiaodi, I came here to thank you in person today!"
His smile is so natural, so brilliant, even so proud and arrogant, where is there a little bit of sadness and sadness? Maybe the joy of going to college completely covers the pain of losing your sweetheart? Or is he already out of the shadow of broken love?
Xiaodi's expression of astonishment has not changed, her open mouth and confused and panic eyes make those beautiful eyes look weak and helpless. She just stared blankly at the man who had handed over her body and mind.
Yonggang didn't want her answer. He looked around the room casually, and seemed to say to himself: "The furnishings at home are indeed very stylish. It is different to marry a rich person. It is beautiful and beautiful!"
Xiaodi finally realized from his sarcastic tone that he came to the house this time probably because of revenge and humiliation. If he feels better in that way, she won't blame him. He did this probably because he still loves himself, right? Although she did not dare to see him, she still hoped that he would live better than herself.
She originally hoped that he could forgive herself, don't remember to hate herself, and hope that he can live a normal life as a normal person, and hope that he can forget her. If he really forgets her, she will of course be sad in private, which is also her own Wrong, it has nothing to do with him!
Looking at her slightly pale but pure and charming face, Yong Gang suddenly couldn't bear to treat her too cruelly, as if he had no feelings for her? It is of course impossible for him to admit the existence of such a situation, thinking that he is a promising person to do big things, how could he never forget an ignorant or even ignorant village girl? He should have no nostalgia for her, and she has no place worthy of nostalgia!
He made no secret of his superiority, and unceremoniously sat down on the sofa. Staring at Xiaodi's plump Shuangfeng, he suddenly felt his heartbeat in his ears, and he recalled the scene at his house that day. After all, it was his first time and the only time so far.
He also secretly watched some of that aspect of the film in private, Xiaodi's figure is really impeccable, he even thought-when he saw Xiaodi was bowing his head, holding the child on the sofa At that moment, he suddenly became clear-headed. What happened to him? How can there be such ugly feelings and thoughts about such women?
Suddenly he became a little angry and annoyed, and his voice inexplicably became a little sullen: "It looks like your life is very cool and moist?"