Chapter 24: No choice

Yu Shu actually clamored with Xiaodi in person, Xiaodi was speechless, she had never thought of such a scene, 13?? It is impossible to expect such an unexpected thing to happen!
She didn't have the slightest preparation. Even if she was prepared, she didn't have the courage to compete with others. She always whispered. She only knew to obey others, and she could only accept it!
Of course Yushu will not be at a loss for what to do. Xiaodi who is about to collapse has a slight sympathy for her. She hates Xiaodi for too long and too deep, and she has deepened her bones! What she wants to see most is nothing more than Xiaodi's sadness, pain, and despair. She just wants to see Xiaodi's unlucky home! She even wanted to laugh out loud!
In this way, she even felt that it was far from enough: "You are a woman who casually sleeps with other men, a lowly woman who can't have children, and you want men to treat you well? Do you think you are Maggie Cheung or Guan Zhilin? Men are pretty Apart from women wanting to go to bed, no man really wants to marry a wife with torn shoes, and you are only worthy of being played by a man!"
She even said without embarrassment: "Tell you, I am a decent girl. I gave my wealth to the family for the first time, and I can still have a son for him. Of course he prefers a decent woman like me to be a wife. You don’t have to take up the hut and shit. Get acquainted and get out and disappear in front of me! Don’t hinder the happiness of others here!"
Hearing what Yu Shu said, Xiaodi couldn't accept such a fact at all. She couldn't even believe that the matter before her was true?
How could this be? Xiaodi was going crazy, she couldn't accept: How did the whole world change in an instant? First, the man he trusted the most, sprinkled salt on his scarred heart, and then the sister who he thought was the best and dearest, had done such an unfeeling thing and faced him as a challenge!
She knew who Peng Jiafu was. She had never hoped for him, and she had never dared to expect him to treat herself wholeheartedly. But she always thought that Peng Jiafu had a certain affection for herself, he would let herself stay in this home carefree, and she would stay in this home all the time and lead such a flat but stable life.
However, just today, that little confidence and persistence in my heart collapsed! She felt a shock she had never had before, and she finally understood what it meant to be abandoned or expelled. She felt pain and despair that she had never had before, and her incomplete heart was crushed to pieces in an instant.
auzw.com She seems to have completely lost the ability to perceive, she has no thoughts, and is not in the mood to see the man and woman on the bed again. She left this room that shocked and humiliated her silently and helplessly, and subconsciously returned to the room where she usually stayed. She couldn't go back to her parents' house. That would cause an uproar! She threw herself on the bed hard, the world no longer exists!
She buried her face deeply in the bed, no crying or thinking, just so numb and silently still there. I don't know how long it has passed, it seems that the night is already deep, and the crescent crescent outside the window is looking at herself with a sneer, countless stars are blinking at her, as if everything is pinching their necks waiting to see their own jokes? She began to cry silently.
She wondered whether she should regret marrying Peng Jiafu? Don't know if you should regret being with Yonggang? She doesn't even know how to pass the days in the future? Do you continue to live in this home with resignation? Think of Peng Jiafu's face that makes people uncomfortable, and then think of what Yushu said.
It turns out that I am superfluous, and shouldn't even exist, God shouldn't bring myself into this world, I am an annoying person through and through! Because Yu Qi's face is obstructing others here, it's better to make room for good people. Or leaving alone is the best result?
Thinking of this, she didn't feel so sad, so she made up her mind that she didn't want to be a hindrance to others, and there was no word for suicide in her dictionary. She got up and took two sets of changed clothes, and then looked at her wallet. There was only more than 400 yuan in it.
Although Peng Jiafu usually gave her money to buy vegetables and daily necessities, she never thought about saving money in private, let alone asking him for money. Many times she took the money to buy something for the family. Only then did she find that the money at her disposal was pitiful.
She can’t control that much. She has heard people from the same village say that it’s easy to work in the city to earn money. As long as you are willing to endure hardship, it’s not a problem to support yourself. She wanted to go home again to see her parents, brother, sister-in-law, and cute little nephew, but she knew in her heart that once they found out that she would not be able to leave.
For this family, she herself has no nostalgia, although she is reluctant to part with her family, but she can't help it. When she has money in the future, she will come back to honor her parents! Thinking of this, it seems to feel better?
I just left. Will my family worry about coming out to find myself? Do they think they can't think about it? Mom and Dad are so old, they can't stand a little blow! I should let them know that I am just working out, not that I don’t want to live anymore!
Thinking of this, she decided to write a few words to reassure her family.