Chapter 98: I know

Song Yu walked over, sat down by the bed, and approached Xie Sui. He also saw the diary he was holding. Some years have passed since the paper has turned yellow. The handwriting on it is small and elegant, from Xie Sui's mother. The words are like face to face, as if they had seen the beautiful and gentle woman in the past through life and death.
Xie Sui closed the diary, tilted his head, and smiled: "I remember you said on the phone that you want to tell me a secret. It's a long story, so let's talk slowly."
Song Yu was stunned and looked up at his dark eyes. He had always liked Xie Sui's eyes. Now he was watching him quietly, as clear springs flowed into his heart to soothe all irritability. He slowly nodded his head and opened his mouth. : "Let me first think about where to start."
Xie Sui gently said, "Follow your dream first."
"Dream...? No, it's too messy here."
Song Yu shook his head, then walked off the bed all at once.
Pale feet stepped on the heavy red carpet.
He went to the desk, opened the drawer and took out a piece of paper and a pen.
The retro-style desk lighting was orange and not dazzling. He spread out the white paper and held the pen in his hand, half jokingly: "I'm here to tell you a tragic story. Would you like to listen to it about you?"
Xie Sui smiled lightly, walked over, and stood beside him: "Okay, I'll listen."
Song Yu was holding the pen, the young man's wrist was thin and white, and cyan blood vessels were faintly visible. It looked fragile and it was hard to imagine how to burst out with such great strength.
He drew a line on the paper.
"Come on, this is your timeline. I once read a book called "Gentle Control", the protagonist is you."
Xie Sui lowered his eyes and listened carefully, his expression calm.
Song Yu drew a node on this line from left to right: "This is six years old. Before the age of six, the author didn't write it clearly, but I will briefly describe it in three chapters later. You have a childhood sweetheart. it is me."
He simply signed his name next to him, writing on the words "Song Yu": "You don't remember those memories, but we were very happy to get along when we were young."
Then another point was broken on the subsequent timeline: "From six to fifteen years old, you followed Aunt Xu to Jingcheng, and you were adopted by Grandma Chen. The time in between is summed up in one word, miserable."
Song Yu's tone of speech was not very heavy. He tried to make the atmosphere less tense, and then broke a little bit later: "Then it was even worse. I really think it might be the author who has an enemy with you. I wrote this book for torture. You. You went to high school and met Wang Ci. Yes, you are such a naive and rich second generation who is at the same table with you and always bullying you. After you put him in the hospital, he will become more aggressive towards you. But he is not the most excessive. Yes, Qin Mo is even more exaggerated."
Xie Sui listened quietly, but the smile remained.
"Qin Mo is no longer a silly critic, but he is very scumbag. He covets your looks, pretends to be a dog, and has always been in front of you. When you were bullied by Wang Ci, he helped many times. I also chat with you from time to time to comfort you. At that time, your temperament was inferior and timid. Of course, you would catch a little bit of light, so you dig into him."
"But he is a scum, you are sincere to him, he is just for fun, and he put you together when you graduated from high school."
In Song Yu's mind, the boy who was holding on to the telephone pole and gagging again appeared in his mind, and he frowned slightly.
The end of the pen stopped at this place in the third year of high school, drew a node, and almost scratched the paper. He didn't say the disgusting things, he just summarized them briefly.
"You wounded Wang Ci and escaped from the apartment, but Grandma Chen didn't go home because you were too late. She went out to look for you and was in a car accident."
Having said that, Song Yu tilted his head to see Xie Sui's expression. It's just that the young man turned against the light, his expression hidden in the shadows, and seemed unmoved. He met his hesitant gaze, and just smiled and said, "Go on."
Song Yu was stunned, nodded obediently, and continued to break the line with his pen.
It was broken in the part where he went back to Xie's home in the senior year.
"University is at a new stage again. Here, you met another scumbag named Sun Heguang, which is the name, I should remember correctly. Grandma Chen is hospitalized and requires high medical expenses. You work-study in university. , I don’t know how many jobs a day. This scumbag is the boss when you work in the hotel. He has a white moon in his heart and looks very much like you. So when I saw you for the first time, he tried to mislead you. "
Speaking of this, Song Yu seemed to be back when he was watching "Gentle Control", feeling aggrieved and speechless, especially now that Xie Sui is still his boyfriend. He had never met Sun Heguang, and he didn't know if he could discuss with Song Dong and let the sun break through the sun, ha ha.
"You rejected his pursuit, but he didn't give up. He stumbled all kinds of things on you at school. When he forced you into desperation, the Xie family found you."
New node.
Song Yu paused after this, and then drew a point a short distance away.
"In the book, after you returned to Xie’s house for a while, Xie Sinian appointed you as heir because of guilt. After the dust settled, you felt bad about everything in the country and went abroad for three years. Oh, we are in these three years. Reunited. You were disgusting enough by Sun Heguang and Qin Mo, and your personality was very gloomy. I appeared as your childhood playmate. In the book, I talked with you for a long time, using childhood memories to help you out."
Song Yu pulled the corner of his mouth and said silently: "Unlock you, calm your inner gloom, let you relax, completely put down your hatred of Qin and Sun, and become a kind person again."
Xie Sui smile
After Song Yu said the most relevant part, he can talk about it later, because he was so mad at that time that he didn't look at it carefully.
"You returned to China and really appeared in city A as the heir of the Xie family. At this time, you met Zhao Ziyu at the banquet, the one you saw tonight."
Speaking of this, Song Yu still felt it necessary to defend himself: "I really didn't beat him for no reason, he really owed him a lot of words."
Xie Sui smiled and said solemnly: "I believe you."
Song Yu finally felt better and laughed.
The timeline drawn at the beginning was no longer enough. He held a pen at the end to extend it, and there was no need to divide the points. It was not clear anyway.
Say while extending.
"Zhao Ziyu and you are rivals in business. Once they came and went, they fell in love with you, but you didn't like him. At this time, Qin and Sun suddenly repented, felt guilty for the past, and rushed to apologize to you. But you don't seem to forgive. So because of love and hatred, the three of them joined hands and drove you out of Xie's house and imprisoned you on the island."
Song Yu cursed in a low voice: "A bunch of idiots."
The pen stopped, the following story was already heard from 008, the original plot of "Gentle Control".
Song Yu's tone became very complicated: "Zhao Ziyu regretted it after imprisoning you. He settled Qin and Sun, but he was reluctant to let you go. He was on the island across a door and chatted with you every day. He was still secretly. I helped you solve the Xie family's affairs. In the end, the Xie family didn't know who it was. They had nowhere to go to the island and wanted to shoot and kill you. Zhao Ziyu blocked a shot for you, the line of life and death, at that moment - you were moved."
The last four words Song Yu almost spoke through gritted teeth.
You are moved. Move a hammer!
"You will all go back later. At that time, I had died of illness and was buried in a cemetery in City A. Zhao Ziyu lay in the hospital unconscious, and you came to my grave alone, feeling a little bit about the death of your childhood sweetheart."
"The ending of "Gentle Control", you leave from my grave, go to the hospital where Zhao Ziyu is, and stand in front of his bed... Well, it is estimated that he will open his eyes soon to achieve a happy ending. It's the end."
Close the pen.
The paper is a freehand drawing and not a straight line, but each node is clearly divided, with the names of each person written next to it.
Song Yu's segmentation is based on time scale, so there is a narrow range of his name on this line.
After recalling this story, Song Yu's head was a little empty. I still feel a little cold when I step on the blanket.
Suddenly he felt that someone was sitting down next to him, and he turned his head in a daze. It was Xie Sui.
The chair is so big that it can fit two people together. The boy was wearing a shirt and untied his tie. The whole person was laid-back and his expression remained unchanged. It seemed that what he had just heard was a story of a stranger.
Xie Sui asked, "Is the story of "Gentle Control" finished?"
Song Yu was very close to his warm body. After half a second from the jam, he nodded: "En. But I haven't said my dream yet."
Xie Sui nodded patiently.
Song Yu pulled out a blue pen from the drawer, turned around, and continued to add on the white paper and the black timeline.
"I have a period, time dreams of you every day."
"The first time I dreamed, it should be in this range. Not long after you returned to Xie's house, at the banquet, I chatted with my sister and saw you, but I didn't dare to recognize it at that time."
"The second time I dreamed was a reunion abroad. At the hospital, it seemed that we met because I touched porcelain. You didn't remember when you were a kid."
Song Yu smiled and commented: "Xie Shao is quite unkind."
"Third time," the pen returned to the initial point, "I dreamed of seeing you for the first time in the manor when I was a child. You followed my and called my brother, I will take you to climb the wall to steal fruit."
"Then the fourth time..." Song Yu was a little bit at a loss. I don't know which time period it was, before Xie Sui was trapped on the island or when he was trapped on the island?
"Do you remember that I was trapped in the auditorium last semester and it rained heavily. Then I had a dream of being trapped in a dark room by Qin Mo. The gave me a tube of alcohol. I went out and called You, but I fainted before the call was over. After fainting, I heard my mother crying, and my sister was crying and questioning you. You said sorry."
Finished. Song Yu didn't know how to participate in the two things of 008 and the system, but everything he wanted to tell Xie Sui was made clear, like a big rock falling in his heart.
He breathed a long, comfortable sigh, turned his head, the corners of his lips were slightly raised, his eyes were clear and smiling, "So, actually I lied to you. Before I came to Jingcheng to look for you, I had no memories of my childhood."
"I just think your high school was too miserable, and I want to help you."
When Xie Sui heard "a tube of alcohol", his blood became a little cold. The heart throbbed violently, and the fear and fear in the haunted house recurred, penetrated into the bone marrow and swept the brain. He closed his eyes, feeling that his hands were shaking.
Song Yu kept saying that he was miserable in his last life and suffered all the hardships on earth. But now, perhaps it is the time when he is the most real and the closest to the pain.
After Song Yu finished speaking, thinking of Zhao Ziyu's words, his light-colored pupils passed a trace of confusion and said: "I have been telling you before that ill-intentioned approaches are unkind, but it seems that my purpose was not simple at the beginning. We are all friends until we die. In this life, am I cheating? Because I know the plot first, I went to find you who was still young. Be nice to you, and then make you fall in love with me."
Is this cheating? In fact, this problem has been bothering him for a long time, like taking a guide to Raider Xie Sui.
Xie Sui opened his eyes, his eyes were as cold as before but only slightly flushed: "No."
Song Yu originally had a lot to say, but when he saw his red eyes, he suddenly shut up.
Xie Sui smiled, stretched out his hand to hold down the back of his head, inserted his slender fingers into the soft hair of the teenager, leaned over and kissed it and fell.
His lips and teeth bite, seeming to vent his anxiety.
The handle of the chair confined Song Yu's body, leaving him nowhere to escape, so he could only passively accept this somewhat uncontrollable kiss.
Song Yu was taken aback, and could feel Xie Sui's hand shaking.
He was a little confused.
Is his boyfriend frightened by the stupid book "Gentle Control"?
"you......."
Xie Sui ended the kiss, but didn't get up, hugged him tightly, and said calmly and softly in his ear: "We must have been in love in our last life. When you come to Jingcheng, I like you. It's love at first sight."
Song Yu was stunned.
Immediately after listening to Xie Sui's silence for a while, he almost coaxed and said, "Is Yu Yu always having nothing to ask me?"
what?
Song Yu stiffened.
Xie Lingshu's words passed through his mind like lightning.
"But I'm still curious, how can a person change so much after a summer vacation, because I met you?"
The doubts held in his heart for a long time screamed silently, and they were about to explode in his head.
From the second time I saw him, he had never concealed his nature anymore-personable, smiling, gentle, indifferent, sloppy and nonchalant in his words, and calm in his work.
He was at the parking station and whispered to him: "All dreams are fake, you open your eyes and I will always be by your side."
Song Yu's throat was dry, like waking up from a dream, his lips opened, and his voice didn't look like his own: "Xie Sui, you told me to stop dreaming that day, was it because..."
Xie Sui sat down, eyes dark as a deep pool, looking at him quietly.
Because of what?
Song Yu was already speechless.
Xie Sui smiled, looking down as if soothing and sighing, and said, "Because I know it all."
boom. It was like a thunderstorm exploded in his head, shattering all his reason and thinking, leaving nothing but blank.
Xie Sui rubbed Song Yu's hair and continued. .
"What you dreamed about, what you said, about past lives, I know everything."
"I left your cemetery and did not return to the hospital."
His voice is calm, and he understates crazy content.
"I even fired the shot that made Zhao Ziyu unconscious in the hospital. How could I fall in love with him."
"On a dark rainy day, I left your cemetery without going to the hospital. I died in a car accident on the highway."
"And the story has just begun, I'm back to fifteen years old..."
He watched gently and patiently, with Song Yuzhen expression.
The boy's pupils widened, his eyes were dilated, and his face paled from shock.
Xie Sui gave him a buffer time, slowly and softly: "I'm back to fifteen years old, come over to meet you, and fall in love with you again."
Song Yu's brain was blank. Obviously all clues are clear all at once, and all doubts are solved.
But he was still stiff in his limbs and his body was cold, and he couldn't say anything.
Xie Sui knew that his current gaze would only put more pressure on Song Yu, so he was not looking at him.
He took the pen from Song Yu's hand, his gaze fell back to the timeline on the white paper, and the corners of his lips curled up, ironic and cold, like a knife in the snow, sharp and sharp.
"The story of "Gentle Control", I don't know whose imagination it is, but now, I can restore my reality to you."
He continued to hold Song Yu's blue pen, starting at the place where they reunited, and re-dividing a line.
"After I came back from the rebirth, all the memories of you were formatted, leaving only a simple childhood sweetheart concept."
"But it's okay, some I remember, and some I can guess by myself."
He holds the pen in a stable and elegant posture, but the pen writing is cold and sharp.
"We met again in a foreign country, but it is impossible for me not to remember what happened when I was a child. It may be that I was lying to you or teasing you, but all this is to chase you."
Song Yu was already speechless.
Xie Sui: "Like when you were six years old, you told me when you were sitting on the iron gate of the orchard. The authorities are a fan. It turns out that I really like that ‘little sister’ with teeth and claws, but I don’t know it myself."
Song Yu: "......"
The lines Xie Sui drew were as straight as they were drawn with a ruler.
The tone is calm and the narrative is true.
"I was not sure if I could catch up, but now, I think we were lovers in my previous life. After catching up, I got my wish."
"The love should be in China during the time I left Xie's house. And I was not framed by Zhao Ziyu and the others. At the time I left, it was just a bureau for Father Xie and Lingshu Xie."
"Your accident happened at this time."
Xie Sui looked at the place in silence for a long time, and laughed at himself: "I'm really useless."
He extended the line back and said lightly.
"I was never forced to go to the island."
"Perhaps at the beginning, I rushed to Zhao Ziyu to kill him."