Chapter 53:

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Knowing that you like a man is more confusion and confusion than knowing that you like a man.
The impact of a vague concept and a clear goal is completely different.
The moment Lin Wuyu said this, Ding Ji first felt a sigh of relief, and then the hairs all over his body stood upright, even with his skin tight, so tight that he breathed a little .
Say it.
That's right...
I finally said it!
But Lin Wuyu said it for you.
I really knew it by Lin Wuyu!
really!
Ding Ji, Lin Wuyu confessed to you.
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I depend?
Ding Ji finally found the most important one from 10,000 points.
For the first time in his life, he confessed that the other party had expressed himself for him
What is this operation? Help others?
"Ding Ji?" Lin Wuyu called him.
Ding Ji suddenly recovered, glancing at Lin Wuyu.
At this point, he was dragged back to reality.
He stood here and faced Lin Wuyu because his sentence "I like you" couldn't be said. Lin Wuyu helped others to speak for him...
"Yes." Ding Ji looked at Lin Wuyu, his fingertips tingling.
No matter how this sentence is said, it is no longer important. What he needs to face is that he has made it clear right now. After Lin Wuyu knows it all, that kind of tension makes no sense. Layers of embarrassment and confusion piled up, even with a little regret.
Lin Wuyu paused and said, "I..."
"Don't talk." Ding Ji said.
Lin Wuyu stopped.
Ding Ji didn't know what he was doing, his mind was empty.
"Did you eat?" Lin Wuyu touched it in his pocket. He didn't find the lollipop, only a piece of chewing gum.
Ding Ji took the chewing gum and stuffed it into his mouth to chew.
Suddenly remembered that once, Liu Jinpeng was going to confess to the girl, chewing five pieces of chewing gum in one breath, the reason is that in case the confession succeeds, I have to keep my breath fresh...
Ding Ji Lima felt that the chewing gum in his mouth had a very unusual meaning, and he was almost ashamed that the ears were slightly hot. He quickly looked at Lin Wuyu.
"Ding Ji," Lin Wuyu's focus was not on the gum, he cleared his throat, "I..."
Ding Ji reacted, because of excessive tension, he forgot the most important thing, and his fingertips suddenly felt numb.
No matter what Lin Wuyu wanted to say, he rushed ahead and said: "I will talk first."
"Well." Lin Wuyu looked at him.
"Don't say anything," Ding Ji took a breath and calmed down. "Don't refuse, don't respond, don't say anything."
Lin Wuyu flashed an accident in his eyes, but nodded: "Okay."
Ding Ji turned his head and looked at the environmental protection bag: "I tell you this..."
Actually, I didn't say that, it was Lin Wuyu who helped him, hey.
"I tell you this..." Ding Ji turned back and looked at Lin Wuyu, "because this time is quite... uncomfortable, stuck in things, dare not even think about it."
Lin Wuyu didn't speak, but his expression was serious.
"I know you are afraid that prolonging the time is not good for me," Ding Ji said. "So I don't want to hide anymore. The sooner this matter is handled, the better. After all...every day is together. "
"Well." Lin Wuyu responded.
"But there are some things I want to understand," Ding Ji sighed softly. "There are some things that I don't understand and don't know what to do, so I'm particularly afraid."
"I understand." Lin Wuyu said.
"I'm afraid to hear your response," Ding Ji said, "If you refuse, I will definitely be uncomfortable, but if you accept, I... I'm not ready, I still... I still..."
Ding Ji got stuck again.
But this time Lin Wuyu did not speak for him, just waiting for him quietly.
"I still don't want to fall in love," Ding Ji twisted her eyebrows, bit her lip, and said quickly. "You should be able to understand, think about it, think about it, it's another thing to do it, I just want you to know today...I just like you very much."
"I know," Lin Wuyu smiled. "I see."
Ding Ji has to admit that he really likes to watch Lin Wuyu's smile, Lin Wuyu's smile is always gentle, no matter what kind of mood, his smile is like a calming agent, it can calm people down and feel at ease .
Looking at Lin Wuyu's smile at this moment, he felt that his heart fluttering back and forth in the air like a pinball for a long time before slowly falling back.
His breathing also returned to rhythm, and he couldn't help but take a deep breath.
When I slowly spit it out, I feel that my legs are a little soft.
Lin Wuyu loosened the environmental protection bag he had been holding, but there was nothing to do about it.
His heart sank suddenly, didn't he? Catch the puppy that Ding Ji just picked up?
He hurried over and opened the bag to look inside. What should I do? He swallowed his mouth and slept soundly. He let out a sigh of relief: "I thought I was pinched to death."
"Too confident." Ding Ji said.
Lin Wuyu laughed and gave him a look.
Ding Ji quickly turned away, pretending to continue to move forward without fart.
Lin Wuyu pushed the box to follow him.
What Ding Ji is going to say today, Lin Wuyu had already guessed that 90% of the time, without this dog interrupting, he was basically 10% sure, although occasionally he would suddenly doubt his judgment.
What he didn't think of was that Ding Ji didn't dare to listen to his response, whether he refused or accepted.
But... the accident is an accident, he can understand that Ding Ji has never liked anyone. Maybe in his ten years of life, he has never considered the matter of liking a person.
Rare late-maturing varieties.
Actually let him run into...
I can say this step today because Ding Ji understood what he meant. This answer is for him, so he can feel at ease and let him know his thoughts.
As for the next step, it should still be in the category of Ding Ji's "I don't understand, I don't know what to do".
There may be grandparents, aunts, maybe parents.
Or something else. The intimate relationship with another man is an unacceptable thing. Even Lin Wuyu didn’t think about it.
It's just... chicken, some Kaner can't get around and can only carry it hard.
"Have you eaten?" Lin Wuyu asked.
"No," Ding Ji said, "Have you eaten?"
"No." Lin Wuyu said.
"Don't you invite Xu Tianbo to eat?" Ding Ji glanced at him.
"He didn't let it," Lin Wuyu said, "Explaining that when we reported in the past, we were invited to dinner."
"Oh," Ding Jiying answered, "will you report tomorrow?"
"Where have you lived?" Lin Wuyu shook his hand before him.
Ding Ji glanced at his hand: "Okay?"
"Well." Lin Wuyu nodded. "Your hands are almost ready, I'll be hot. Are you good enough?"
"Peek at me?" Ding Ji immediately stared at him.
"Do you want to peek? You change the medicine every day at the coffee table." Lin Wuyu said.
"That's still a peek," Ding Ji said. "You weren't in the living room when I changed the medicine."
"I can hear it," Lin Wuyu sighed. "You will be nagging'Oh, yo..." during the first two days of dressing change, it is estimated that the wound hurts, and then it will not yo, tinkling The change is very fast, I guess it should be much better."
"Good ears?" Ding Ji said.
"You can hear it even next louder," Lin Wuyu said.
Ding Ji snorted.
What to do when I woke up again, kept twisting in the bag and still humming, Lin Wuyu took it out of the environmental protection bag and put it on the ground: "Go by yourself."
Then he pushed Ding Ji a little: "Go, go back, and I'll have something to eat."
"What if it doesn't follow?" Ding Ji worried.
"You have fed it," Lin Wuyu said, "It's strange not to go with it. Stray dogs are very smart in this respect."
Ding Ji tried to walk a few steps forward, what to do to keep up.
He happily led the dog forward.
After a few steps, he looked at Lin Wuyu hesitantly: "What should it do?"
"Do you want to raise?" Lin Wuyu asked.
"...A bit." Ding Ji stooped and scratched his head. "I raised a dog when I was a kid. When I went to school, he sent me to the intersection and went back to myself. I'm very good..."
"Come on," Lin Wuyu said.
"Huh?" Ding Ji quickly raised his head. "Really? Where are we going to raise?"
"Here, can we still stay in the dormitory." Lin Wuyu said.
"Your house is not going back?" Ding Ji stood upright.
"Do not retreat first, I can't get all the equipment to the dormitory, it's too much space." Lin Wuyu said.
"I'll share the rent with you, half a person." Ding Ji said immediately.
"Two thirds of you." Lin Wuyu walked forward.
"Why? I have a dog, you put the equipment, half a person." Ding Ji stared at him.
"My device is running everywhere, and my device doesn't or urinate." Lin Wuyu was justified.
"Can it be counted like this?" Ding Ji was shocked.
"I didn't expect it." Lin Wuyu smiled.
The chicken wings in the refrigerator have frozen into stones, and Ding Ji took it out and placed it in the microwave to thaw.
"Eat this?" Lin Wuyu was taking out the snacks from the suitcase as well. "I have no confidence to do this."
"I think you fixed the pot." Ding Ji said.
"Well, it's too boring," Lin Wuyu glanced at him. "Where have you been these days?"
Ding Ji hesitated: "Lin Zhan's family."
"What?" Lin Wuyu froze, "You ran to his house? Every day?"
"Go every day." Ding Ji nodded.
Lin Zhan is a person who looks very gentle but in fact speaks and does things upright. The style of the decoration in his house is accustomed to staying alone. Lin Wuyu never considered putting the equipment in Lin Zhan’s house. Imagine that Lin Zhan will let Ding Ji stay at home for so many days.
"He didn't drive you away?" Lin Wuyu asked.
"Will you not let me in on the first day," Ding Ji said, "It's so cruel."
"Then how did you get in?" Lin Wuyu was very curious.
"I have been in the small square for so many years." Ding Ji disdain.
Lin Wuyu looked at him without speaking.
"Hey, come on. I have a thick skin," Ding Ji waved his hand. "I asked for two sentences with thick skin, and I usually act spoiled with my grandma..."
"You are spoiling Lin Zhan?" Lin Wuyu couldn't hold the snacks in his hand. "How are you spoiling? Brother Lin Zhan let me enter the door?"
"Brother Zhan," Ding Ji corrected him, "Brother Lin Zhan is so numb."
"What's wrong? You still call me Wuyu brother." Lin Wuyu said.
"Isn't that you!" Ding Ji raised his voice.
Without waiting for Lin Wuyu to speak out again, he had already entered the kitchen with the defrosted chicken wings.
Lin Wuyu pinched a packet of snacks and squatted beside the coffee table. For a long time, he didn't taste what was in his heart.
Ding Ji didn't know when to buy the salted egg yolks, and they were crushed salted egg yolks, which saved two processes at a time. Lin Wuyu stood in front of the kitchen with mixed feelings.
"Be careful not to burn your hands." He confessed when he saw the egg yolks start to bubble.
"Reassure me that I won't be upset." Ding Ji said.
"Would you like me to help?" Lin Wuyu asked.
"Don't," Ding Ji glanced at him. "Don't look at me with a pestle, I'm a little embarrassed."
"Then my living room is waiting to eat?" Lin Wuyu retreated.
"Uh." Ding Ji nodded.
Lin Wuyu honestly returned to the living room and sat on the sofa.
When Ding Ji made a large pot of chicken wings, he had eaten four bags of snacks, small green beans, dried beef, dried fish, and a bag of vegetarian meat.
What to do because he was too aggressive and had nothing to feed, he had been locked in the bathroom.
"Eat." Ding Ji put the pot on the table in a clatter.
It is not known how the chicken wings taste, but the appearance and aroma are amazing.
"You can." Lin Wuyu exclaimed in shock.
Ding Ji took the tableware and put it on the table again: "Don't boast too early, I just ate one in the kitchen."
"How is it?" Lin Wuyu immediately clamped a chicken wing.
"Salted egg yolks and spring onions can still be eaten." Ding Ji said.
Lin Wuyu pinched his wings and froze for a long time: "Where is the problem?"
"The problem is that it's been pickled for too long," Ding Ji said half of his smile, "I'm dead, it's too salty, and I added a soy sauce..."
"I try." Lin Wuyu bit the chicken wings in his mouth.
......It's really salty, too pickled.
But it can be tolerated, after all, it is chicken wings, or Ding Ji personally made it.
"Is there any rice?" Lin Wuyu sat down and said while chewing on the chicken wings. "This is good to eat with rice."
"There is no rice cooker." Ding Ji said.
Lin Wuyu paused and continued to nibble the chicken wings: "Come on."
"Nothing, just this pot of chicken wings." Ding Ji sat down, a little bit disappointed, and knew that it was so miserable that Lin Wuyu ordered takeaway.
"Almost." Lin Wuyu nodded.
"Almost what?" Ding Ji asked.
"Almost enough for me to eat." Lin Wuyu said.
Ding Ji put a small grain of salted yolk in her mouth and said, "I'll eat salted egg yolk if you mean?"
"There are green onions." Lin Wuyu smiled.
Sure enough, the confession has no status! The meat can't be eaten!
Ding Ji also put a small grain of salted egg yolks, you can't eat it if you can't eat it, and it's not too appetizing.
Although following Lin Zhan to eat a little too lightly these days, he especially wants to eat some meat or something, but it really does not have a mood to eat.
He and Lin Wuyu could still sit here and eat so calmly and easily, all relying on Lin Wuyu's attitude.
The attitude that is completely indistinguishable from the previous one, the words and the things to be done have not changed, neither did he deliberately take care of his mood, nor did he deliberately avoid any topic.
Ding Ji held his chin and looked at Lin Wuyu.
He is right to like this person.
Fortunately, this person is Lin Wuyu.
Lin Wuyu is a master of hidden emotions, and Ding Ji constantly updates his experience.
After eating, they took a break, went to the supermarket, and bought all the cooking utensils...Although they will report tomorrow, and usually have no chance to cook here, they still bought all of them, and they also bought kennels and Bowls, a bag of dog food and a pile of toys.
The next step is to organize the luggage. Tomorrow we will bring the luggage to the school, various documents and notices.
"Xu Tianbo asked the head of the dormitory," Lin Wuyu said, "We are in a dormitory."
"Really?" Ding Ji's heart burst into relief.
He had been worried that he and Lin Wuyu would be separated in different dorms. Although it was no big deal, it was because of this feeling of anxiety at the thought of separation that he let him step by step determine that he really liked Lin Wuyu .
"Well, it's because we are in one place, so they are separated," Lin Wuyu said, "but Xu Tianbo just sent me photos, I think the house is a big room with two small rooms, small room Two beds..."
"Then do we have a small room?" Ding Ji asked immediately.
After asking the question, I felt too eager and turned my head a little embarrassedly.
"I don't know, but it's okay," Lin Wuyu shuffled his clothes into the box. "It's really not in a cubicle, I'll change it with someone."
"Oh." Ding Ji responded.
Lin Wuyu's words made him feel soft.
But he couldn't tell whether it was Lin Wuyu's usual gentleness, or what other meaning it meant.
This is what he hasn't thought about for so many days.
This is why he was afraid of Lin Wuyu's response.
Very anxious.
The more frightened, the more uncertain, the more pondered.
In the evening, they went out for a meal, and when they came back to take a shower, it was ten o'clock. Ding Ji didn't seem to be in a good mood to watch TV anymore. In addition, he had to report back tomorrow. They were going to bed.
Ding Ji first stepped into the bedroom.
When Lin Wuyu entered, he had changed his pajamas and lay down on the upper bunk, facing the wall sideways.
Embarrassed, probably.
Lin Wuyu took off his clothes, hesitated for a while, and put it on again. The big pants on his body did not take off. He lay directly on the lower bunk and quickly turned off the lights.
Darkness is the best emotional cover.
"Good night," Ding Ji said.
"Good night." Lin Wuyu yawned.
For half an hour after saying good night, Ding Ji's breathing has not slowed down. Although he hasn't moved, he certainly hasn't fallen asleep, and it tickles from time to time.
Lin Wuyu calculated the time silently in his heart. About fifty minutes later, Ding Ji began to turn over.
Turn it over and tickle it.
Just when Lin Wuyu thought of getting up and inserting the electric mosquito coil, Ding Ji suddenly opened his mouth on the top: "Lin Wuyu, are you asleep?"
"No." Lin Wuyu replied.
"I guess no." Ding Ji said.
"Is this guessing?" Lin Wuyu sighed.
"I can't sleep," Ding Ji said softly.
Lin Wuyu did not know if he was a little sensitive, he heard a little grievance in Ding Ji's voice.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"I actually think about it, don't ask," Ding Ji turned over again, his face should be facing the bed, and the voice sounded a little dull, "But really...I really thought I didn't need to know."
"Huh?" Lin Wuyu looked at Ding Ji's hand on the edge of the upper bunk.
"I'm particularly confused," Ding Ji suddenly had a nasal voice in his voice, "I grew so big, really, not so messed up, although I don't like to hear people call me a child prodigy, but I know my mother is very smart, more than a lot Everyone is smart."
"Yes." Lin Wuyu said.
"I don't know how to run into this kind of thing and I'm completely messed up?" Ding Ji sniffed his nose.
"This is not a trivial matter," Lin Wuyu said, "whoever changes has to be messed up, others are more messy than you."
"Lin Wuyu," Ding Ji lowered his voice, "Can you guess it?"
"Guess what?" Lin Wuyu asked.
"Guess what I want to ask you." Ding Ji said.
Lin Wuyu closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and said softly, "I like you."