Chapter 63:

When leaving the campus, Xu Qin's eyes were still wet.
At that time, the sun had risen completely, the golden morning light spilled over the ground, and a thin layer enveloped the winter campus.
Hundreds of high school students carrying schoolbags on their backs and chattering into the campus soon spread out everywhere, steps, corridors, and teaching buildings.
They wear uniform school uniforms and their faces are so fresh and young. Xu Qin thought that at that age, she and Song Yan also had the same green and clean face.
It was at this moment that she realized deeply what the past ten years meant.
When she met him at the age of fifteen, she was still ignorant of the girl, and he was still a flying boy.
At the age of eighteen, she was still young and simple when he was separated from him. He was still young and thin.
Now, as time's hand waved hurriedly, she matured and became silent, and the teenagers around her grew into tall men with broad shoulders overnight.
Her man.
Xu Qin's eyes were slightly wet, he blinked hard, sucked his nose, and looked down at the ring on his ring finger. The diamond shone in the sun.
She couldn't help laughing again.
Song Yan walked around and glanced at her from time to time. This is what she looked like when she left the classroom.
However, the ring was beautiful on her hand. Her hands are thin and white, making her ring sparkle.
When I first picked the ring, I saw this one at a glance. At that time, I thought that it must be beautiful on her hand.
as predicted.
The two were walking down the stairs, and the students came over head-to-head. Many curious glances were cast, and few outsiders usually entered the campus. Some students were naughty and ran through the gap between them. Some students politely saw that the two were a pair, ran to the front and braked, and then passed around.
Seeing her still laughing, Song Yan asked, "Do you like it so much? You stared at it all the way."
Xu Qin looked up at him with clear eyes: "I really like it, I want to wear it for a lifetime, I can't take it down all my life." She looked at the ring again, and her lips curled and smiled.
The wind blew through the bamboo forest and the leaves rustled.
The rustling sound was like the sound of Song Yan's heart moving slightly.
He also said: "This is a proposal ring. When you get married, there will be a pair of rings, which is convenient for you to wear."
Xu Qin pulled his hand out of his pocket to take a look. His nails were cut cleanly, his fingers were slender and well-defined, and he must be very wearing a ring.
And the ring proclaimed that he had belonged to it, thinking that he was abstinent.
She said: "I'm afraid to wait for you to put on the ring, but to attract bees and butterflies."
He laughed: "Is there less bees, butterflies and butterflies around me?"
When Xu Qin heard it, he was intrigued: "How many people have chased you in these years?" Think about how he said that if every woman he saved had promised him, he had exhausted people and asked, " Do you want to treat you as many people as you want? "
"Many." He said, "Aren't you one of them?"
"Then why don't you pick me for a while, why choose me?" Xu Qin said in a irrational way.
"I'm blind." Song Yan said.
"..." Xu Qin glared at him, then looked at the ring again, and asked, "How do you know the size of my finger, just right."
"Nonsense. I don't know where you are from head to toe?"
Xu Qin's lips smiled, his cheeks were powdery, and he was suddenly whimsical. He asked, "Have you ever slept with another woman without me?"
"No." He answered unusually short.
She asked: "So how to solve the physiological needs?"
Song Yan glanced at her lightly, and she could see that she was really happy, and she had completely freed herself from speaking and asking questions.
He didn't answer, raised his right hand and touched her head.
She froze for a moment, reacted, and immediately opened his hand.
He laughed out loud.
"Isn't there so many people who want to treat you to yourselves?" She added.
"Fancy," he answered.
She never asked again.
As he spoke, he and she walked by the playground, a few leaves fell on the evergreen trees, and the other side of the railing of the courtyard wall was the road outside the school.
Thirteen years ago, it was there.
She walked out of school and walked less than fifty meters and was blocked by him. The young man's chin picked up and said, "Your name is Meng Qin. Lao Tzu has a crush on you."
At first sight, he never looked away.
It is breakfast time to leave the campus.
Song Yan took Xu Qin with breakfast outside the school. The aunt in the breakfast shop is still there. The shop is not like the old campus. It looks refurbished, but the signs are the same as before, and the memories are full.
There are too many new students and graduates every year. The boss has long recognized Xu Qin, but he recognized Song Yan. He greeted Song Yan when he served the bowl.
Xu Qin was surprised, saying: "You were a real figure in those days. After so many years, the boss still remembers you."
Song Yan smiled and gave her chopsticks.
She didn't know that after graduation, he came once a month, except for the period when he was a soldier, there was basically no interruption.
Halfway through breakfast, Xu Qin's cell phone rang. She glanced and her face changed slightly.
Song Yan raised her eyes and called "Dad" on the call.
There are a lot of students buying breakfast in the shop, making a lot of noise.
Song Yan said: "Noisy here, go out and pick it up."
"Well." Xu Qin bypassed the high school student who was full of houses and went outside to answer the phone.
In less than a minute, the person came back and slowly said: "My dad told me to go over and have something to tell me."
Song Yan: "OK. When you are done, call me."
"Oh." Xu Qin finished, sitting still, still a little distracted.
"What do you want?"
Xu Qin reluctantly: "You only asked for leave in order to accompany me, but I took you off."
Song Yan smiled, and with a little ruff in his childhood, said: "Then think about it, what method to compensate me."
She seriously asked: "What method? I have to marry you."
He looked at her for a moment, and no longer joked: "It's okay. Go."
Xu Qin on the road leaving by car only realized what he meant by "compensation" and couldn't help looking at the sky and sighed.
...
Meet at a Hong Kong-style tea restaurant in Bayanqiao. There are a lot of people dining in the lobby, but when you walk to the private room area, it is much quieter.
As soon as Xu Qin entered the restaurant, he felt a little uncomfortable. Thinking of something, she felt at ease with the ring on her hand.
Pushing the door into the private room, only Meng Huaijin was alone. Fu Wenying and his relatives were not present, nor was Meng Yanchen.
She let out a little breath.
There are a few exquisite snacks on the table.
After Xu Qin sat down, Meng Huaijin said: "Eat earlier and order it for you."
Xu Qin was half-eaten, but looking at Meng Huaijin's haggard face, she still picked up chopsticks and caught a shrimp dumpling.
On the way to the restaurant, she read the news. The police successfully settled Meng Yanchen's case. Because the evidence was sufficiently intuitive and there was a public apology from the group of college students, everyone not only accepted it but also fought back. The deceived good-hearted people turned their heads and attacked the leaves violently, insulting them with various unbearable words, and demanded severe punishment from the police.
Xu Qin especially noticed a group of "informed people" who constantly broke the leaves for money, snobbery, sitting on the table, cheating, green tea, and other vices.
It seems that Fu Wenying made up her mind to destroy the leaves.
She has always been short-sighted, and her son has suffered such a frame, and she must do everything she can to retaliate.
Inexplicably, Xu Qin remembered that when she was in junior high school, a girl in her class always laughed at her Mandarin. Fu Wenying ran to the school to find a teacher and talk to the parents of the man. Retreat.
Meng's grace, she remembers it.
She could not pass the hurdle that hurt Song Yan.
She regretted not coming to face Meng Huaijin. She really didn't like the torn feeling of being torn.
Meng Huaijin slowly drank tea for a while, and occasionally gave her refreshments. When she saw that she was always eating and not talking, she said first: "It is thanks to you to solve the feast."
"It should be." Xu Qin said.
She still resisted a bit, and didn't look at him from the door until now, and the words were short.
Meng Huaijin wanted to persuade her to reconcile with Fu Wenying, first playing the emotional card: "Qin Qin, although I may not believe this, but if the person who happened today is you, your mother will do everything for you. What she did for the feast today, if it were you, she would do it. "
Xu Qin said nothing, and stuffed his mouth numbly.
"Similarly ..." Meng Huaijin paused for a moment, ashamed of what was to be said next, "If the disobedient was a feast, she would do the same. I admit, we are not good parents. Compared to considering children Feelings, we think more about family interests. But Dad still wants to tell you, whether I am your mother, it is the same for you and for Meng Yanchen. "
"I believe." Xu Qin lowered his head and asked softly, "However, Meng Yanchen is in pain, my mother will be distressed. But I am in pain, will my mother be in distress?"
Meng Huaijin was shocked.
Xu Qin stubbornly refused to raise his head and asked, "If it hurts, is it the same as the one that hurt Meng Yanchen, or the same as the one who distressed the cousin?"
"Mom asked me, how can I betray my parents for a man. But did mom think about my feelings when ruining my most beloved person. If I think about it, I will cry in pain, does she feel bad?"
She clutched her chopsticks tightly with her fingers, and was calm, but a big tear fell.
"If it was Meng Yanchen, she would feel a little uneasy when doing this.
So maybe ... mother just didn't care about me that much. "
"But it may be my fault. Sometimes I think, if I'm a little more lively, please a little, talk a little, maybe I can get closer to you from an early age. But ... Meng Yanchen obviously doesn't love speak.
Why did my mother smile more at him and less at me; why give him a hug on his birthday but not me? I also want my mother to smile at me, and want my mother to hug me. "
She lowered her head and pressed her eyes against the back of her hand, and suddenly said nothing.
After listening to her, Meng Huaijin's eyes were a little red, and he was helpless to recover: "When your mother gave birth to Meng Yanchen, it was too hard, so she preferred him a little."
Xu Qin quickly wiped tears from his back and said, "I know. After all, I came to my house when I was ten years old. That's too demanding. I understand that, but ... Dad, Song Yan, I can't get through it. I forgive. Nope. "
"Qin Qin," Meng Huaijin was slightly anxious, and said, "Family is a loved one bound for a lifetime, there will be friction and pain along the way, and stumbling. How can you easily break the relationship? If something goes wrong, everyone discuss to solve-"
"How to solve it?" Xu Qin looked up at him and interrupted, "Do you want to restore his innocence and future?"
Meng Huaijin froze: "This--"
"Have you ever thought about Song Yan's unbearable character. Even if the emperor fooled him, he would resist revenge. But he never thought of stabting it out. Meng's opponents are not Little, he never leaked half a word, it was he who let you go. What do you want him to do, tell me your parents to sit down and eat with you for me? "
This time, Meng Huaijin stopped talking.
Xu Qin said: "Of course, you will not agree to marry him, just like I will not forgive what you have done to him. These contradictions cannot be resolved by sitting together for two meals. Dad, I I ’m really tired, I do n’t want to face these things anymore, and I do n’t want to cry anymore. Please do n’t mention them again. As for the family,
she smiled faintly,
Everyone lives a good life and meets with each other, and do n’t have to be forced to do anything . "
Meng Huaijin's brows became tighter, but he refused to give up, but he was worried about the opposite. He hurriedly said: "Don't talk about it. I won't talk about the past. The days are still long. Take it slowly. Dad still thinks between family members There are no hardships. "
Xu Qin did not say anything, his expression was plain, and apparently he no longer wanted to spend much time on issues such as "family" and "reconciliation".
When Meng Huaijin saw it, he didn't mention it, and then replied: "Are you determined to marry Song Yan?"
"He is already my fiance."
Meng Huaijin was stunned and wanted to say something, but she looked at her expression and finally didn't persuade her. She only said: "Qin Qin, even if she is married, she can't live without her family, is she?"
Xu Qin bit his lip slightly and did not speak.
"If you are bullied in the future, you have to go home to find your parents."
"He won't bully me," she said firmly.
Meng Huaijin wanted to speak again, but saw the ring on Xu Qin's hand.
He couldn't help but look at it more.
The diamond is not too small, and the price of a classic jewellery master can match that of a car. I'm afraid that the kid will give up everything, I really can't bear her to be aggrieved.
Suddenly, Meng Huaijin had nothing to say.
He has lived a prosperous and stable life over the years, his family is happy, and his children are twins. He also recognizes and follows a set of rules within the family.
This is true of all the people he contacts in his work life. Even the young men under his hands have to care about each other for half a day. Your home is out of the car, and my home is out. Your family gave a gift, and my family only bought a three-piece gold ornament.
The woman was thinking about using the money to buy a house instead of buying a car. Because the house will appreciate and the car will fall in price.
The man, thinking about spending more money on decoration, bought a smaller diamond ring. Renovated, I can still live, but the diamond is big but worn on the woman's hand.
Over the years, he has never encountered the kind of person who has done everything.
How dangerous, stupid it sounds, makes life unknown and uneasy;
But why, there is a young and fresh force in it, as if you can really feel the warm temperature of the blood, as if you are alive.
He thought, maybe he was old. When I am old, I am timid, and I am reluctant to give it. Everything in his arms is in his arms, afraid of being snatched by others.
I have forgotten the fun and joy of giving to my lover when I was young.
After eating this meal, still did not solve any problems.
Meng Huaijin said when she left, if she didn't want to go home to see her parents for the time being, she wouldn't go back. When there is something wrong at home, you can get together again.
Asked again: "Mom and Dad invite you to eat out, is this okay?"
Xu Qin was silent.
Meng Huaijin sighed and patted her on the shoulder: "If you have anything, remember to find Mom and Dad."
After leaving this, he left.
The streets are full of traffic, and people are coming and going.
Xu Qin walked along the road for a while, letting the cold wind wake his mind a bit, looking at the sky, the weather is still fine today.
Standing on the side of the road, she called Song Yan and when she heard the beep, her mood slowly improved.
"Hello, Xu Qin?" He answered the phone, the wind blowing in the microphone.
"Where are you?" She asked, her voice light.
"There is something wrong in the team. I have to go back first." He was a little sorry and said, "I can't accompany you today."
She was stunned, a little lost, but soon healed, and said softly: "Then work hard."
"Don't be unhappy." He coaxed.
She smiled at once: "It's okay, I'll wait for you to come back."